i couldnt give myself a diagnoses since idk if ppl interpret me as socially awkward
What if you're not ND, like @illusion stated many folks who are ND were low inhib and just had low social success like eliot rodgers. What if instead you're just socially awkward because who in what world has the option to meet 2 htb's on a daily basis ofc u were high inhib especially due to ur child hood experiences too and it being rarer than typical social interaction like it might not be as bad as u thinkwent to a bar yesterday , three girls followed me inside , 2 blond htb slavic blonds and one brunette , they kept looking at me , giving smiles , stared back , not one word , small aspie smile , they wait for me to approach them giving me crazy IOIs , i dont , later they spark a convo with me , ask about my origins and so on , i make small convo and i closed it there , later one of them woke up and kept staring at my soul and smiling , i did the same back , i was drunk asf and at my lowest inhib level yet didnt say one word , she got mad and told me , why the fuck u dont wonna talk to us and you only flirt with us after we decided to leave , they got a bit mad because they thought i wasn't interested and left , the brunette came and gave me a kiss before leaving and told me you are so cool , didnt even ask for socials as my dick and brain weren't even working due to the alcohol i drank, tbh the dopamine and knowing i got the power felt better than any sex but i'm still nd asf and i only do good at dating on social media because of high inhib i got from being a subhuman during my mid teens
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yeah tbh anyone would crumble in this situation , good insight but the bitter truth is you can't escape the high inhib , i'm really trying to rape my brain with social interactions with foids so that i get desensitized to it , about the ND part i also don't think it is interfering with the dating , more like the self introspection and over analyzation of thoughts ideas and just the inner monologue is what makes life feel like hell , good thing about foids if they find u attractive they dismiss anything but some of them have high standards and would be offended if you don't approach them firstWhat if you're not ND, like @illusion stated many folks who are ND were low inhib and just had low social success like eliot rodgers. What if instead you're just socially awkward because who in what world has the option to meet 2 htb's on a daily basis ofc u were high inhib especially due to ur child hood experiences too and it being rarer than typical social interaction like it might not be as bad as u think
taleswent to a bar yesterday , three girls followed me inside , 2 blond htb slavic blonds and one brunette , they kept looking at me , giving smiles , stared back , not one word , small aspie smile , they wait for me to approach them giving me crazy IOIs , i dont , later they spark a convo with me , ask about my origins and so on , i make small convo and i closed it there , later one of them woke up and kept staring at my soul and smiling , i did the same back , i was drunk asf and at my lowest inhib level yet didnt say one word , she got mad and told me , why the fuck u dont wonna talk to us and you only flirt with us after we decided to leave , they got a bit mad because they thought i wasn't interested and left , the brunette came and gave me a kiss before leaving and told me you are so cool , didnt even ask for socials as my dick and brain weren't even working due to the alcohol i drank, tbh the dopamine and knowing i got the power felt better than any sex but i'm still nd asf and i only do good at dating on social media because of high inhib i got from being a subhuman during my mid teens
