getra
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When I was bullied in school or avoided:
When people used to taunt me and pretend to befriend me:
When teachers treated me like I was invisible:
When I’ve been friendzoned or ignored by every girl I’ve came in contact with:
I have been taunted in public in restaurants, despised in public. I am an abomination and I say that whole heartedly. I remember being slapped in the face almost every fucking day by one of my “friends” in 8th grade, being called an “ugly loser” in front of all the other kids and no one bothered to help, none at all. They would all look and then ignore. It all makes sense now. I had so many dreams and prospects for my future but they’ve died with my mental health. I am not a fighter, it was never in me. I am a genetic dead end. I’ve thought of suicide so many times. Last year was near my breaking point. Too bad I don’t have the fucking test levels to even go through with it. I promise myself I will go through with it one day.
I am by far the ugliest person on this forum. I was voided of any human contact when I was born. If I saw myself I would bully myself as well. If I were in my parents shoes I would’ve aborted the child.
Fucking disgusting. I cannot stand looking at my disgusting face. My hideous mouth. My disgusting soy boy build. My short bug man neck. I will fucking kill myself. I will wipe off my genetics from this planet. I don’t blame anyone for bullying me. I don’t blame them for the physical abuse. If I saw this pathetic bug IRL I would too. I’m sorry for posting this on a looksmaxxing forum of all places but I’m completely lost at this point.
There are days where I feel good about myself, I think I’ll look good, but reality will always put you in your place. I am Fucking disgusting. Pathetic waste. I will never understand why I was put in this body.
I know I make a lot of these useless threads and contribute nothing to even the offtopic section. But I just want the world to know I have a reason to LDAR, to kill myself. When your life has been the way it has for so many years, eventually everything clicks, and you realize that there is no coping with why it is. I hope you all take the great advice here and ascend, but honestly, I don’t I have it in me anymore.
Of course I wouldn’t want to be forgotten. Whenever you think of the term “subhuman gook” I hope you’ll remember me. Thanks for the laughs and the advice. I’m done.
Im ugly
When people used to taunt me and pretend to befriend me:
I am ugly
When teachers treated me like I was invisible:
I am ugly
When I’ve been friendzoned or ignored by every girl I’ve came in contact with:
Im fucking ugly
I have been taunted in public in restaurants, despised in public. I am an abomination and I say that whole heartedly. I remember being slapped in the face almost every fucking day by one of my “friends” in 8th grade, being called an “ugly loser” in front of all the other kids and no one bothered to help, none at all. They would all look and then ignore. It all makes sense now. I had so many dreams and prospects for my future but they’ve died with my mental health. I am not a fighter, it was never in me. I am a genetic dead end. I’ve thought of suicide so many times. Last year was near my breaking point. Too bad I don’t have the fucking test levels to even go through with it. I promise myself I will go through with it one day.
I am by far the ugliest person on this forum. I was voided of any human contact when I was born. If I saw myself I would bully myself as well. If I were in my parents shoes I would’ve aborted the child.
Fucking disgusting. I cannot stand looking at my disgusting face. My hideous mouth. My disgusting soy boy build. My short bug man neck. I will fucking kill myself. I will wipe off my genetics from this planet. I don’t blame anyone for bullying me. I don’t blame them for the physical abuse. If I saw this pathetic bug IRL I would too. I’m sorry for posting this on a looksmaxxing forum of all places but I’m completely lost at this point.
There are days where I feel good about myself, I think I’ll look good, but reality will always put you in your place. I am Fucking disgusting. Pathetic waste. I will never understand why I was put in this body.
I know I make a lot of these useless threads and contribute nothing to even the offtopic section. But I just want the world to know I have a reason to LDAR, to kill myself. When your life has been the way it has for so many years, eventually everything clicks, and you realize that there is no coping with why it is. I hope you all take the great advice here and ascend, but honestly, I don’t I have it in me anymore.
Of course I wouldn’t want to be forgotten. Whenever you think of the term “subhuman gook” I hope you’ll remember me. Thanks for the laughs and the advice. I’m done.
