What made you give up on your crush

[mewael]

Today I was chilling in lab at my school. The teacher gave random numbers for everyone. My crush had 2 and 3. I had 3. She chose 2, because the other person who had 2 was taller, swedish, muskler and better looking over all. Literally ruined my year and now I understand I have to really lock in or I might need to for sub4 next. Btw my crush ltb and im ltn. Hopefully it wasn't as brutal for you guys.

 

[poreskin]

Today I was chilling in lab at my school. The teacher gave random numbers for everyone. My crush had 2 and 3. I had 3. She chose 2, because the other person who had 2 was taller, swedish, muskler and better looking over all. Literally ruined my year and now I understand I have to really lock in or I might need to for sub4 next. Btw my crush ltb and im ltn. Hopefully it wasn't as brutal for you guys.

Basically, I realized truly how subhuman I look when Im not in the mirror making facial expressions, I also have a low trust face, despite being low dimorphism, one sub5 female said I give predator vibes, not to my face but yeah. and just generally I realised how low my reputation is in school

I cant imagine being with someone else, look at my voice, everything about me is cooked, they want a more mature looking
man

I feel like my autism manifests in my physical appearance, or my autism is part of a bigger developmental issue that ALSO effects my physical apperance

 

[Whatsamaxilla123456]

just meet other girls that was just a foid

 

[Whatsamaxilla123456]

oh shi i remember when i wanted to talk to my crush in school she used to put her head on the desk as she didn't even wanna glance at me

 

[kranerman23123]

Today I was chilling in lab at my school. The teacher gave random numbers for everyone. My crush had 2 and 3. I had 3. She chose 2, because the other person who had 2 was taller, swedish, muskler and better looking over all. Literally ruined my year and now I understand I have to really lock in or I might need to for sub4 next. Btw my crush ltb and im ltn. Hopefully it wasn't as brutal for you guys.

What's muskler mean

 

[jayk11x3]

go er. Whats the feeling of having a crush? I've never had and never will have one.

 

[Niebvll]

Nothing
I bagged my crush

 

[jayk11x3]

What's muskler mean

it means muscular in swedish

 

[mewael]

go er. Whats the feeling of having a crush? I've never had and never will have one.

A girl so beautiful u don't find sexual/lust when you see her. But pure love for who she is as a person. Thats a crush.

 

[jayk11x3]

it means muscular in swedish

he means muscular, but it means muscles. Stop down voting

 

[jayk11x3]

A girl so beautiful u don't find sexual/lust when you see her. But pure love for who she is as a person. Thats a crush.

too complex for my nd brain

 

[mewael]

too complex for my nd brain

If u were ND you would be able to understand it

 

[yyk117]

this must be enough to stop having feelings

 

[jayk11x3]

If u were ND you would be able to understand it

I cant feel real feelings to understand

 

[jayk11x3]

this must be enough to stop having feelings

for the better. Rejecting emotions is so peaceful