What pharma to take to become NT? Help me please

[Adonis11]

Can somebody please help me I litteraly don’t know what to do, I’ve been into lm since 2022 never really talked with anyone because all my friends are normies.
I haven’t joined any sites because I thought I knew what I was doing until recently.
I coped with cjc+ipa with dac until I hoped on hgh until my money ran out but that’s not the point (would consider myself about a 4-5/10)

I went to club today for about the fifth time in my life (I’m 17) my friends goes to club every weekend (18).

I hate it I litteraly hate it, somehow I found a way today to sneak in to the club with the reason trying to socialize and trying to fit in, but I just can’t I litteraly just stand in the background listening im buying drinks for myself trying to become as drunk as possible so I could just try to have a conversation and trying to connect with a person I don’t know, but I can’t I just can’t I hate it, I hate the club they make everything seem so easy, everyone is talking to everyone. I don’t know what to do I don’t want to be there but at the same time I don’t want to be alone anymore I want to connect with someone so bad but I just can’t, I hate how every normie is having a good time talking, making out having a fun time even if they’re below average. I just want to find someone that could understand me, I know the club is not the right place to look but I don’t have many others options

can anyone please recommend something for socializing stronger than pregab (tried it doesn’t work well)

Im really starting to considering rope if I can’t find someone that I can connect with, im so fucking lonely I literally hate myself so much I would do anything just to have someone to love me and have person to connect with, please help me

 

[chombo]

Just talk to other normies nigga

 

[paulcel]

go to clubs not close to ur hometown so if u fuck up while trying to socialize it doesnt matter. for me for example i take the train with an ugly hb once every week or so to a different town n then cold approach beckies without a care for what im gonna say. u could also take pregab

 

[Golf222]

is it hard to talk people? Take a walk and talk with someone or something bullshit

 

[Adonis11]

Just talk to other normies nigga

I’m trying I just can’t stand most of them

 

[Viriato_catholic]

vyvanse

 

[Adonis11]

is it hard to talk people? Take a walk and talk with someone or something

Just talk to other normies nigga

is it hard to talk people? Take a walk and talk with someone or something bullshit

I have friends that I can talk with without problem about other stuff butthey would laugh if I told them how I realIy feel, just can’t seem to connect with people I never meet before I just want to be able to fit in and be normal like everyone else

 

[DarkOrbit921]

vyvanse

Underrated, shit makes me happy and talkative