What should I do?

[alchemized]

To give context:

I’m 20, and I had a pretty decent time growing up with close friends etc (no relationship though of course).

But over these last few years I have lost almost all close connections, leave the house like once per month, if even. Spend all my time rotting online.

It’s fine, and I make $3k per month online so i’m chilling in that respect.

But the increased time alone is kind of making me lose my shit. Have some pretty bad defects and insecurities that were a problem for me growing up and only seem to be worse now.

Focusing on softmaxing for the next couple of years.


I just want to know if anyone has any idea of what I should do. Try and push myself to make shit work in my current deteriorating situation? Or geomax in a couple years, get surgeries and see what it’s like in a shitter country. Maybe come back once fully ascended?

 

[mltnisme124]

To give context:

I’m 20, and I had a pretty decent time growing up with close friends etc (no relationship though of course).

But over these last few years I have lost almost all close connections, leave the house like once per month, if even. Spend all my time rotting online.

It’s fine, and I make $3k per month online so i’m chilling in that respect.

But the increased time alone is kind of making me lose my shit. Have some pretty bad defects and insecurities that were a problem for me growing up and only seem to be worse now.

Focusing on softmaxing for the next couple of years.


I just want to know if anyone has any idea of what I should do. Try and push myself to make shit work in my current deteriorating situation? Or geomax in a couple years, get surgeries and see what it’s like in a shitter country. Maybe come back once fully ascended?

wagecuck-surgeries-geomaxx

 

[bone]

covid victim xddd

 

[alchemized]

covid victim xddd

Lmao not even. My peak life was after covid. Finishing school is what fucked me

 

[bone]

Lmao not even. My peak life was after covid. Finishing school is what fucked me

nah it was probably both anyways try reconnecting with old friends idk

how do you make 3k a month? do you have online friends doing the same or no

 

[6miketruesub5]

3k month ain’t shit get a degree or lock in

 

[alchemized]

3k month ain’t shit get a degree or lock in

In college rn. Will be making lots more when done, I prob only work for like 20 hrs per week atm

 

[alchemized]

nah it was probably both anyways try reconnecting with old friends idk

how do you make 3k a month? do you have online friends doing the same or no

Yeah shits just changed a lot and my insecurities are really dictating my life rn.

I do social media marketing. Luckily got into it when I was pretty young and got a nice opportunity out of it. And nah I don’t have any online friends doing it.

 

[6miketruesub5]

In college rn. Will be making lots more when done, I prob only work for like 20 hrs per week atm

Your good then just get some hobbies

 

[bone]

Yeah shits just changed a lot and my insecurities are really dictating my life rn.

I do social media marketing. Luckily got into it when I was pretty young and got a nice opportunity out of it. And nah I don’t have any online friends doing it.

im in a similar situation except i do have access to social circles, personally i just plan to move in w my online friends who are doing the same thing i am

try reconnecting w old friends though thats what id do in ur spot

 

[alchemized]

im in a similar situation except i do have access to social circles, personally i just plan to move in w my online friends who are doing the same thing i am

try reconnecting w old friends though thats what id do in ur spot

Thanks for the advice man