.zonic
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My parents were very mentally abusive towards me. I fucking hate them. I swear put any unblackpilled normie soul inside my soul, they would kill themselves within 1 day. Everyday they crash out on each other, or me and my little brother. However, I see the world very differently, taught myself very useful skills and have learned to be alone.
Skills I gained (wouldn't call them skills, just bad byproduct)
- Detecting footsteps and knowing who is who (I have this uncanny ability to know whose footsteps is whose, not only for my family, but my classmates, my teachers and any of my relatives, due to the abuse and trauma I had to endure and face, knowing who was who, to brace for the worse)
- Becoming an extremely good liar (bad parents make good liars, since the punishment is far worse when you don't lie, they don't teach you, they just fucking berate your ass to hell)
- Learning to be alone (I enjoy being alone. I have no fear of being alone in the world. I can live and function alone.)
- Becoming very Charismatic ( I remember as a kid I would get beat because I failed on tests or lost some of my things. Therefore, i had to teach myself how to flatter my own parents and become charismatic to not be beat, lol)
Sometimes, I just cry myself to bed and realized how I would have been a normie, with good parents, which would in turn, have never brought me to the blackpill, which would in turn make me more NT, not have like 1000 disorders that my parents call "fake disorders", and slay. Looking good, unaware of the blackpill, parents who are always there for you. God, I would kill just to experience a loving family. Just once. Just once.
Skills I gained (wouldn't call them skills, just bad byproduct)
- Detecting footsteps and knowing who is who (I have this uncanny ability to know whose footsteps is whose, not only for my family, but my classmates, my teachers and any of my relatives, due to the abuse and trauma I had to endure and face, knowing who was who, to brace for the worse)
- Becoming an extremely good liar (bad parents make good liars, since the punishment is far worse when you don't lie, they don't teach you, they just fucking berate your ass to hell)
- Learning to be alone (I enjoy being alone. I have no fear of being alone in the world. I can live and function alone.)
- Becoming very Charismatic ( I remember as a kid I would get beat because I failed on tests or lost some of my things. Therefore, i had to teach myself how to flatter my own parents and become charismatic to not be beat, lol)
Sometimes, I just cry myself to bed and realized how I would have been a normie, with good parents, which would in turn, have never brought me to the blackpill, which would in turn make me more NT, not have like 1000 disorders that my parents call "fake disorders", and slay. Looking good, unaware of the blackpill, parents who are always there for you. God, I would kill just to experience a loving family. Just once. Just once.
