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I remember very distinctly what my brain was like and how it functioned before and after I started smoking weed
I am sorry if this is corny but I cant find any other words to describe it
I think the reason most of this happend to me is because the strain of weed I smoked was super fucking strong like I remember everything was brighter everything made sense to me, and I was staring at a wall in math class for 40 minutes smiling like crazy
Before
before I started smoking weed I was very quick to catch onto things, like if im watching a movie I could instantly analyse what is going on in that scene idk its hard to explain, but I could get a pretty good idea in which direction the movie was heading. its very hard to explain, but my brain was sharp, I could understand things very easily. do you know how people have fast reaction times with their bodies, well I had that in my brain I was very quick. My grades were also very good like I was one of the smartest in my class in almost all subjects. I could read a simple paragraph and understand it clearly. I had a very high inhib. another thing was I actually cared about alot of things, like a genuinly cared about my grade etc. I also wasnt a lazy
After
I distinctly remember what the next few days were like after my first smoke, I forgot part of who I was. Like my personality had changed. By personality changing I mean like in certain situations I would act very differantly to how I wouldeve acted before my first smoke. I noticed that my inhib had signifiacntly lowered. keep in mind this isnt while I was high this is after my first smoke. When someone is explaining something to me now its like their words have a 2 second deylay before they enter my brain. Its fucking weird. I also think i devolped dyxlexia (just to make sure you know I know I dont actually have dyxlexia cause some stupid nigger thought I meant it litterally) or sum shit like that because my spelling got so much fucking worse. My attention span got worse, and im not sharp anymore like I just stopped caring about so many things, and now im below averge in most of my classes. A BIG FUCKING THING IVE NOTICED. I have lost all sense of actions lead to consequences. It is very very hard to explain. I feel like I have lost motivation for everything. In many situations of my life I tried to remember how would have old me reacted in this situation but i cant remember I am like a shell of my former self, like a downgraded lazier fag piece ofshit version of myself. After every high had passed I felt like I had changed or like I lost another part of me. There are more things I havent mentioned because there are alot of things that have changed but this is all I can think of rn.
A good thing ive noticed is I am 10x more creative I can imagine whole senarios now and I dream much more but Before I couldnt imagine a video I could only imagine images and it took me a while to think of the image but now I can just instantly generate a video in my head
@zennn @buccalfatremoval @pxe
I am sorry if this is corny but I cant find any other words to describe it
I think the reason most of this happend to me is because the strain of weed I smoked was super fucking strong like I remember everything was brighter everything made sense to me, and I was staring at a wall in math class for 40 minutes smiling like crazy
Before
before I started smoking weed I was very quick to catch onto things, like if im watching a movie I could instantly analyse what is going on in that scene idk its hard to explain, but I could get a pretty good idea in which direction the movie was heading. its very hard to explain, but my brain was sharp, I could understand things very easily. do you know how people have fast reaction times with their bodies, well I had that in my brain I was very quick. My grades were also very good like I was one of the smartest in my class in almost all subjects. I could read a simple paragraph and understand it clearly. I had a very high inhib. another thing was I actually cared about alot of things, like a genuinly cared about my grade etc. I also wasnt a lazy
After
I distinctly remember what the next few days were like after my first smoke, I forgot part of who I was. Like my personality had changed. By personality changing I mean like in certain situations I would act very differantly to how I wouldeve acted before my first smoke. I noticed that my inhib had signifiacntly lowered. keep in mind this isnt while I was high this is after my first smoke. When someone is explaining something to me now its like their words have a 2 second deylay before they enter my brain. Its fucking weird. I also think i devolped dyxlexia (just to make sure you know I know I dont actually have dyxlexia cause some stupid nigger thought I meant it litterally) or sum shit like that because my spelling got so much fucking worse. My attention span got worse, and im not sharp anymore like I just stopped caring about so many things, and now im below averge in most of my classes. A BIG FUCKING THING IVE NOTICED. I have lost all sense of actions lead to consequences. It is very very hard to explain. I feel like I have lost motivation for everything. In many situations of my life I tried to remember how would have old me reacted in this situation but i cant remember I am like a shell of my former self, like a downgraded lazier fag piece ofshit version of myself. After every high had passed I felt like I had changed or like I lost another part of me. There are more things I havent mentioned because there are alot of things that have changed but this is all I can think of rn.
A good thing ive noticed is I am 10x more creative I can imagine whole senarios now and I dream much more but Before I couldnt imagine a video I could only imagine images and it took me a while to think of the image but now I can just instantly generate a video in my head
@zennn @buccalfatremoval @pxe
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