What softmaxxs can I do to help get my ex back

[Sarcomas]

I dated this girl from August ‘25 - October ‘25 and cheated on her multiple times due to being a horny retard. We stayed together after she found out, but ultimately broke up due to me overdosing on anti psychotics and having no dopamine, which made me not really put up with her bullshit and led to arguements. We still talk often and are “friends”. I genuinely believe it’s because I’m a LTN. I am a chubby 5’10 white 18 yr old, I have brown hair and blue eyes. I have a very average voice for a 18 yr old but I talk fast and awkward sometimes. I’ve lost over 40 lbs since we broke up but like I’m still not skinny, I’ve thought of retamaxxing but haven’t committed to it. I workout and have decent muscle but I’m still big so like not aesthetical. I have hair that goes to my collarbones. Maybe I’m just a neurodivergent retard that’s coping, but i think it’s just cause of my looks not me cheating due to her staying after I cheated. (Shes not a Stacy, pretty much same looks range as me. But hypergamy)

 

[𝐚𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐚𝐠𝐞𝐭𝐨𝐭𝐚𝐥𝐮𝐬𝐞𝐫]

cheated on her

kys

 

[Vodxi]

I dated this girl from August ‘25 - October ‘25 and cheated on her multiple times due to being a horny retard. We stayed together after she found out, but ultimately broke up due to me overdosing on anti psychotics and having no dopamine, which made me not really put up with her bullshit and led to arguements. We still talk often and are “friends”. I genuinely believe it’s because I’m a LTN. I am a chubby 5’10 white 18 yr old, I have brown hair and blue eyes. I have a very average voice for a 18 yr old but I talk fast and awkward sometimes. I’ve lost over 40 lbs since we broke up but like I’m still not skinny, I’ve thought of retamaxxing but haven’t committed to it. I workout and have decent muscle but I’m still big so like not aesthetical. I have hair that goes to my collarbones. Maybe I’m just a neurodivergent retard that’s coping, but i think it’s just cause of my looks not me cheating due to her staying after I cheated. (Shes not a Stacy, pretty much same looks range as me. But hypergamy)

how did u even manage to get her she just liked the attention from u

 

[vantaa_s]

I dated this girl from August ‘25 - October ‘25 and cheated on her multiple times due to being a horny retard. We stayed together after she found out, but ultimately broke up due to me overdosing on anti psychotics and having no dopamine, which made me not really put up with her bullshit and led to arguements. We still talk often and are “friends”. I genuinely believe it’s because I’m a LTN. I am a chubby 5’10 white 18 yr old, I have brown hair and blue eyes. I have a very average voice for a 18 yr old but I talk fast and awkward sometimes. I’ve lost over 40 lbs since we broke up but like I’m still not skinny, I’ve thought of retamaxxing but haven’t committed to it. I workout and have decent muscle but I’m still big so like not aesthetical. I have hair that goes to my collarbones. Maybe I’m just a neurodivergent retard that’s coping, but i think it’s just cause of my looks not me cheating due to her staying after I cheated. (Shes not a Stacy, pretty much same looks range as me. But hypergamy)

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