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2ndgradeknifefight
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- Aug 2, 2024
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I am not sure how to begin this but I am 17 and I am 5'4 (need to rope), been rated as low as mtn, highest chadlite on some servers and no matter what I do I cannot see any appeal or good qualities about how I look, I am hispanic and white, I have dark hair and I am a t50 eyed freak. I am sick and tired of being treated like a sub5 because of my short stature, yet I mog so many fucking people at my school who slay htb+. Another thing is the respect I receive, I am an easy target despite being told I am striking and have "model potential" im sure they are just fucking with me, am i subhuman, should I rope? I feel as if the only thing I can do is rope and hope to reincarnate as a tall A10 eyed prince with mogger bones, but for now I am stuck in this cycle of hatred, I look at my face in the mirror and all i want to do is rip it off, I see my body and all I want to do is rip my spine out. I have no problem with talking to people and I have a decent amount of friends, I am charismatic and I am quite funny, however when it comes to my looks I have never been more disgusted with something, the only good thing about me is my eye area, and even then I need colored contacts. Its so fucking over and its so fucking hard being stuck in MTN jail I feel like an invisible ghost just walking and existing. I have a loving family and I have an overall good life with hobbies but when it comes to how I look I cant accept that I am not perfect, I cant accept my falios, and I have no idea how to fix anything that is wrong with my face nor do I even know what is wrong because im either trolled or rated by greys who say holy shit bro ur chadlite ur chadlite, IF I WAS FUCKING CHADLITE I WOULD LOOK FOR AGENCIES I WOULD BE TRYING TO MODEL YET IM STUCK IN FUCKING MTN JAIL IT IS SO FUCKING OVER.