What was your mindset like when first starting Roids/Sarms

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Was it a thing like "If I die, then so be it. I must ascend"

or perhaps something else?

 

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Exactly that, I might go to mexico to get my jaw surgery so if I get captured by the cartel and put on liveleak, god just never wanted me to win.

 

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Exactly that, I might go to mexico to get my jaw surgery so if I get captured by the cartel and put on liveleak, god just never wanted me to win.

Despite popular belief, not all of mexico is bad lol.

But why mexico? Is it much cheaper down there?

 

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Despite popular belief, not all of mexico is bad lol.

But why mexico? Is it much cheaper down there?

I want to get IMDO done and there's a qualified surgeon who studied under Paul Coceancig who does IMDO in mexico, getting it done in mexico is relatively cheap compared to flying to Australia and paying upwards of 50k.
That's the general plan for now I just need my ortho to send me my CT scans. Ideally I get the surgery a year from now when I get a few months off from uni, most important thing rn is just planning shit out.