What were your observations and experiences that made you partially Blackpilled and start Looksmaxxing?

[Ergogenic]

I will start. I remember when I was in school some years ago. There was an attractive girl that I was interested in. Some tall and blonde guy was flirting and being playful with her by taking her pens and pencils and just talking to her. She laughed at him and enjoyed his presence.

I decided to copy him some minutes later. I secretly removed her pen from her pocket. Big mistake. She exploded in anger, red in her face, at me and shouted for the whole class to hear that I was being annoying and that she wanted me moved. : (

 

[Ergogenic]

Share your observations and experiences. Interested to hear them.

 

[Ergogenic]

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[Noctiѕ]

i was lonely my whole life since kindergarden. hardly any friends. neever in any group chats. no one remembered who i was. ppl always spoke to me in a slightly negative tone. i tried makig conversations with my peers but they always cut it short, they didnt enjoy being in my presence. im 17 and ive never had sex or even had my first kiss

 

[Ergogenic]

i was lonely my whole life since kindergarden. hardly any friends. neever in any group chats. no one remembered who i was. ppl always spoke to me in a slightly negative tone. i tried makig conversations with my peers but they always cut it short, they didnt enjoy being in my presence. im 17 and ive never had sex or even had my first kiss

Thank you for sharing. How is or was your personality though? You are 17, and you have a lot of room to improve I am sure.

 

[Noctiѕ]

i remember one time i lost a little weight freshman year and ppl treated me so much differently. it wasnt. crazy amount but i felt a difference. i still nver got invited to any parties or hangouts at all ever in my life.

 

[Noctiѕ]

Thank you for sharing. How is or was your personality though? You are 17, and you have a lot of room to improve I am sure.

im a very chill and laid back guy. 17 feels young, but i feel like my clock is ticking. 18-30 are supposed to be your prime years. my life now should be better than my life at 40+, but it sucks. everyone my age has a gf, friend group, parties, has fun, i dont have any of that. i have a drivers liscense but i have nowhere to go. i feel like my youth is wasted, even if i ascend from hardmaxxing i missed out on so many important parts of my life and my social development was stunted. the trauma will linger forever. idk how im gonna manage to imrpove my looks and make money and get enough friends and status and connections in enough time to enjoy the rest of my youth. idk what i even want anymore. i wish i could have a nice caring woman whos genuine that i have a connection with but at the same time now that i know everyones true colors i wana fuck as many hot bimbos and rack up my body count and have as much fun while i can. idk what path to take in this life. i dont know if i wanna be the good guy or the bad guy

 

[Ergogenic]

im a very chill and laid back guy. 17 feels young, but i feel like my clock is ticking. 18-30 are supposed to be your prime years. my life now should be better than my life at 40+, but it sucks. everyone my age has a gf, friend group, parties, has fun, i dont have any of that. i have a drivers liscense but i have nowhere to go. i feel like my youth is wasted, even if i ascend from hardmaxxing i missed out on so many important parts of my life and my social development was stunted. the trauma will linger forever. idk how im gonna manage to imrpove my looks and make money and get enough friends and status and connections in enough time to enjoy the rest of my youth. idk what i even want anymore. i wish i could have a nice caring woman whos genuine that i have a connection with but at the same time now that i know everyones true colors i wana fuck as many hot bimbos and rack up my body count and have as much fun while i can. idk what path to take in this life. i dont know if i wanna be the good guy or the bad guy

Be a good guy. I am 20 years old, and I am still actively working on soft maxxing. I am losing fat and gaining muscle.

Some good ways to find others are to get in some college clubs and group activities. You are 17, so you should get into college or work if you have not already. You have to be at least 5 out of 10 on the looks scale to have a chance at being noticed.

Good personality comes after you have attracted someone romantically with looks. Your looks open the door, and your personality is what allows you to stay.

 

[catastropy]

Yo being made fun of for being too ugly and blackmailed for it yo

 

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I will start. I remember when I was in school some years ago. There was an attractive girl that I was interested in. Some tall and blonde guy was flirting and being playful with her by taking her pens and pencils and just talking to her. She laughed at him and enjoyed his presence.

I decided to copy him some minutes later. I secretly removed her pen from her pocket. Big mistake. She exploded in anger, red in her face, at me and shouted for the whole class to hear that I was being annoying and that she wanted me moved. : (

middle school they made fun of me cuz the girl i liked told everyone that i liked her and my best friend made fun of me infront of everyone(middle school crush was accepted cringe at that time)

 

[Ergogenic]

Yo being made fun of for being too ugly and blackmailed for it yo

Tell us the full story. What happened? That sounds very bad. It upsets me to read this. I hope you are doing okay now.

 

[catastropy]

Tell us the full story. What happened? That sounds very bad. It upsets me to read this. I hope you are doing okay now.

I am not comfortable sharing it but i was ugly at the moment so no one really took me seriously leading to no boundaries, pics of me were taken and non consensual stuff too and there was this girl i liked but we never talked but they knew her socials and they blackmailed me into doing what they want so the pics dont get sent to her or everyone even that knew me.
This is just basically putting it into short terms