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I’m still recovering from my years of sleep apnea ptsd. My sleep has been terrible for years but the doctors think that the obstructions are gone and that my slow recovery is a combination of my cns slowly realizing it’s safe for me to get deep sleep, and my brain relearning how to get that deep sleep.
It’ll probably be months at the very least until I can wake up rested consistently and have the energy and mental clarity to study and work.
so how should I spend this time?
My current plan was to drive around the country in my truck tiny home and try to fuck a girl in every state. I’ve knocked a few off the list which is cool, but there are a lot of fuckin states. Much of my time is just lonely, boring. Sitting in my car, going to the gym, sometimes DoorDash, sightseeing, talking to girls on old and mostly getting rejected.
I can slay some beckies, but it’s not like I’m some chad waltzing into pussy whenever I want it. I’m a chadlite with shitty pics. It sounds like a cool flex to say I fucked a girl in every state but is it really gonna be that fun when most of my time is spent swiping on apps?
For the better part of the last two years I’ve been rotting at home awaiting and recovering from surgeries. I don’t want to stay home indefinitely awaiting my recovery, and I don’t think my parents want that either.
nothing is all that appealing rn. I could continue with my lonely traveling man whore act and occasionally visit friends. Maybe make a habit of going to bars at night to socialize without the pressure of feeling like I need to pull, but knowing that sometimes I will. Getting out of my comfort zone like that would be good for me, plus good practice. Or I could ditch that plan for something else.
For example I could just say fuck it and drive down to some beach town in Mexico or even further south and just chill. Eat fresh fish, hit the gym, play soccer, chill on the beach, learn spanish, hook up with girls, and sleep a lot and hope I recover.
Another example is join up with online groups of trad truther conspiracy prepper homesteader types and travel around meeting them. I should definitely network in those groups regardless in case shit really hits the fan or vaccine rules get hella strict.
Anh other ideas? I’m realizing that anything I do is gonna be boring, unproductive, unfulfilling, and probably pretty lonely. That’s just the curse of where I’m at with my life and my conditions and lack of social life. But maybe you guys can come up with something I hadn’t thought of that will make my very slow recovery from cripple to healthy feel better spent.
inb4 a lot of low effort, useless, and jealous answers. Put yourself in my shoes and think about what you’d do.
It’ll probably be months at the very least until I can wake up rested consistently and have the energy and mental clarity to study and work.
so how should I spend this time?
My current plan was to drive around the country in my truck tiny home and try to fuck a girl in every state. I’ve knocked a few off the list which is cool, but there are a lot of fuckin states. Much of my time is just lonely, boring. Sitting in my car, going to the gym, sometimes DoorDash, sightseeing, talking to girls on old and mostly getting rejected.
I can slay some beckies, but it’s not like I’m some chad waltzing into pussy whenever I want it. I’m a chadlite with shitty pics. It sounds like a cool flex to say I fucked a girl in every state but is it really gonna be that fun when most of my time is spent swiping on apps?
For the better part of the last two years I’ve been rotting at home awaiting and recovering from surgeries. I don’t want to stay home indefinitely awaiting my recovery, and I don’t think my parents want that either.
nothing is all that appealing rn. I could continue with my lonely traveling man whore act and occasionally visit friends. Maybe make a habit of going to bars at night to socialize without the pressure of feeling like I need to pull, but knowing that sometimes I will. Getting out of my comfort zone like that would be good for me, plus good practice. Or I could ditch that plan for something else.
For example I could just say fuck it and drive down to some beach town in Mexico or even further south and just chill. Eat fresh fish, hit the gym, play soccer, chill on the beach, learn spanish, hook up with girls, and sleep a lot and hope I recover.
Another example is join up with online groups of trad truther conspiracy prepper homesteader types and travel around meeting them. I should definitely network in those groups regardless in case shit really hits the fan or vaccine rules get hella strict.
Anh other ideas? I’m realizing that anything I do is gonna be boring, unproductive, unfulfilling, and probably pretty lonely. That’s just the curse of where I’m at with my life and my conditions and lack of social life. But maybe you guys can come up with something I hadn’t thought of that will make my very slow recovery from cripple to healthy feel better spent.
inb4 a lot of low effort, useless, and jealous answers. Put yourself in my shoes and think about what you’d do.
