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[WhyNotMe??]

So i was Choosen to go on a trip to another country its fully paid i dont have to pay anything just packing my bags and thats it, we all are 30 together AND NONE OF US KNOW THE OTHER WE ARE UNKNOWN to each other, they are already started to be friends with each other already making groupchats and spending a good time on the trip and guess who cant even talk to one of them, yeah its me, alright ik this sounds stupid or cringe or whetever you call it, i just have to talk about it, this made me realize how bad my social skills are, i've never thought this about myself, its so hard to even start a convo, its not stress its not being shy, its just something in me that is making me look like shit in other people Vision , i swear i've heard them talking shit about me, calling me slurs, even though i didn't do anything to them, i dont know why would they act like that, when i try to be a kind and just chatting with i either get ignored or they would make up random ass convo to tell "its something between we want u to leave" im genuinely so tired of this, not knowing how to be social is so bad, might be worse than looking ugly, this is driving me crazy, we were supposed to be good friends enjoying our trip, they even beated me and recorded it, its way worse than what it sound, i just lost my words while writing

 

[nobodylovesme]

it's always trips like these where you believe you have a chance and that all your earlier disappointments were just bad luck (the basic cope). but yeah, it's not bad luck, it's just how you are

 

[zanenevalackbanks]

So i was Choosen to go on a trip to another country its fully paid i dont have to pay anything just packing my bags and thats it, we all are 30 together AND NONE OF US KNOW THE OTHER WE ARE UNKNOWN to each other, they are already started to be friends with each other already making groupchats and spending a good time on the trip and guess who cant even talk to one of them, yeah its me, alright ik this sounds stupid or cringe or whetever you call it, i just have to talk about it, this made me realize how bad my social skills are, i've never thought this about myself, its so hard to even start a convo, its not stress its not being shy, its just something in me that is making me look like shit in other people Vision , i swear i've heard them talking shit about me, calling me slurs, even though i didn't do anything to them, i dont know why would they act like that, when i try to be a kind and just chatting with i either get ignored or they would make up random ass convo to tell "its something between we want u to leave" im genuinely so tired of this, not knowing how to be social is so bad, might be worse than looking ugly, this is driving me crazy, we were supposed to be good friends enjoying our trip, they even beated me and recorded it, its way worse than what it sound, i just lost my words while writing

im so sorry that happened to you man

 

[WhyNotMe??]

it's always trips like these where you believe you have a chance and that all your earlier disappointments were just bad luck (the basic cope). but yeah, it's not bad luck, it's just how you are

Why are people like this

 

[nobodylovesme]

Why are people like this

there's always a pecking order in gatherings like this. the weak gets bullied if the more popular people want that (if the organizers aren't doing anything to prevent it) and the middle cohort will join in to be part of the group