itssoover0457
sensitive young man
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i hear ppl saying their goal in life is to have money, power, women, drugs, cars, etc. thats what ppl strive for in their 20s by working so hard. ive thought abt going into finance because you make the most money in that field but im second guessing myself. long brutal hours, and im gonna have to sacrifice some of my morals and values to climb the corporate ladder. and what good is the money if ur not physically attractive? the last thing i want to be on this earth is a betabuxxer. ive thought once i ascend to where i wanna be, i just wanna live a quiet decent life making good money but not multi millionare or billionare level with a nice wife that i actually have a connection with and love, not some hot bimbo whore who chose me for my money. we all know looks are the only thing ppl care about, or atleast the most important thing. but i dont wanna be with someone i dont have any connection with that i dont like being around. i wanna be with someone who understands me, but everyone says you shouldnt go for someone based on personality and that looks are the only thing u should care about. i should care about looks because im evolutionary and biologically wired to, but i dont put it on such a high pedestal as everyone else. im not that blinded by it for some reason. i can see through those good looking women, they dont persuade me at all. everyone tells me there arent any good women so i just have to fuck the hottest ones i can find, but for some reason that doesnt sit right with me. i dont wanna spend my life with someone i dont like being around, idc what society tells me. society treats u differently based on who ur partner is even if ur good looking yourself. but i dont want to seek other peoples attention and approval, but i also dont wanna be outcasted. i want a life with real genuine good people but i cant seem to find any. everyone i seem to come across is a bad person. i hear that the elites and wicked people will all get punished by god, but i dont see god doing anything. should i join the rich elites and give up my morals bc i dont think god is doing what hes supposed to be doing, or should i just live a slightly above average life and be a good person? idk what the purpose of my life is supposed to be, idk what the meaning of all this is. is there a god? is there anything beneifical in being a good person and being a good christian man, or does it all not matter and i should fuck as many whores and fuck over as many people as possible? its not the life i want, but it feels like im forced to do it. i dont have any other option. i dont wanna waste my youth, im 17. i have a fear of missing out but at the same time i dont wanna indulge in degerenacy like everyone else is. i need to start thinking about what the rest of my life will be like, but it feels like im getting brainfog. i cant decide whats the right path for me. what should i do?
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