Whats the best medication to turn me into a living walking plant/npc

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I really give up on everything,I don’t want to feel emotions anymore….I just want to be numb forever…..is there something that will kill my sex drive,make me numb as fuck to everything,turn me into a fucking NPC……
I tried SSRI and other shit but they weren’t enough to turn me into that
 
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Ritalin/concerta and Zoloft
Depressioncels know exactly what I’m talking about :feelsrope:
 
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Lexapro, I have no emotions the thing is it's both an advantage and curse
 
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Ritalin/concerta and Zoloft
Depressioncels know exactly what I’m talking about :feelsrope:
Zoloft didn’t do shit perhaps fucked me up hard
Ritalin and concerta made me soo happy tho,I fucking love that shit……oh man…I wish I could get some rn
 
Everything is boring, no motivation/drive whatsoever your dick is numb. Your cognition is dementia tier. Literally feels like watching paint dry. You can't relate to no one basically feeling like a sociopath. no emotons = robot mode
 
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Zoloft didn’t do shit perhaps fucked me up hard
Ritalin and concerta made me soo happy tho,I fucking love that shit……oh man…I wish I could get some rn
I have like 60 pills sitting. I fucking hate concerta. I am on adderall/vyvanse rn, much better
 
Ritalin/concerta and Zoloft
Depressioncels know exactly what I’m talking about :feelsrope:

Only partially. Concerta does indeed "numb" me, but not enough to completely erase the symptoms of my chronic mental illnesses.

Admittedly, I wouldn't be able to post here without it. I'd be too anxious.
 
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I'm the opposite of you, I never felt sadness, happiness, any other emotion in 10 years. Honestly I don't even feel human and have trouble with watching movies, relating to other humans, and decision making. I don't even remember what happiness feels like tbh
 
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Zoloft and lexapro I found worked well.
 
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I have like 60 pills sitting. I fucking hate concerta. I am on adderall/vyvanse rn, much better
Ah...Vyvanse. It was wonderful for me....until the "comedown", which induced extreme paranoia/agitation and suicidal thinking.
 
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Ah...Vyvanse. It was wonderful for me....until the "comedown", which induced extreme paranoia/agitation and suicidal thinking.
Concerta does that for me. Vyvanse is smooth af. I don't even realize I am off vyvanse until I try to do something and I can feel I am back to normal lmao
 
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I have like 60 pills sitting. I fucking hate concerta. I am on adderall/vyvanse rn, much better
Send me those 60 man plsssss
 
Tried zoloft,just turned me into mad dog with dead dick
Agree it does make Ur dick soft, but it makes a lot of the mental pain go away
 
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My ex went on that drug she stopped having feelings for me after that. Any idea why she acted like a robot.
No idea but I have no emotions but it definitely prevented me from having negative thoughts. But I'm suffering in a different way. Life is so boring and it affects the way I see things. If there is no emotions how do I gain motivation to do things?
 
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This pic is my opinion on most psych meds. They are only necessary if you are in such a bad situation that you are on the edge of suicide. If literally cannot stop yourself from killing yourself then take it until you can get yourself together.
I've had no emotions even before psych meds my brain is fucked since 10 yrs old. That's why I went on these meds in the first place. Never thought about suicide but I'm rotting due to my brain wiring
 
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yeah i aint fucking with that zoloft shit. literally blabbing to a therapist about petty stuff and talking with support groups about why im depressed did waaaaay more for my depression than this zombie transforming crap. plus it made my eyes look high and droopy, it so fucking sedative to function properly in real life, i genuinely believe i perform better cognitively and socially on benzo than i do on zoloft . if im depressed i need something stimulating to get me going, motivated and stuff, to solve the stuff thats making me depressed. i can see it being needed if youre feeling suicidal tho like what someone mentioned in this thread
 
no medication will help you because you will get used to it, and suffer the same way you suffer now.

just continue suffering
 
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just get some ssris prescribed
 

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