rhulgg
Goon Knight
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I'm in a position where I don't have much left to live for. I got really sick during my semester 2 exam season and ended up deferring all but 1 of my exams. It all got approved at the end. When I went to go do it during the deferred exam period they said my name wasn't on the list for an of my exams. I ended up failing these courses as a result of not being able to write these exams. At the uni I was in, if you had 4 fails on your record you were automatically Required to Withdraw from the university. I petitioned it with evidence but they denied it both times I tried. Now I'm doing this readmission bs to get back in. If I end up going through with it I'll get put into a general BA program. If I get lucky I could transfer into BA psych. Regardless of what happens, I'll have the RTW and the fails in my record on top of the 2 extra years I'm going to do in order to graduate. My parents have practically disowned me, and everyone I knew before has either ghosted me or started to look down on me. Not only did my friends and family abandon me, but my ex left me last week and she's apparently fucking my old roommate now. I'm starting to realize that she probably cheated on me throughout my entire relationship with her. I can't reapply to any other uni with this record and I can't get a job in this fuckass country without a degree. I bought this car for 6k last Christmas of fb marketplace. I think the last straw was after my car got rear ended on Sunday. My insurance company totalled it and paid me 2k for it despite it being low mileage and having no other accident history. I've got about 6k left in my bank account after the tuition payments and everything and no car. My life is over no matter how I think about it. If I had it my way, I'd let myself bleed out in the bathtub, but I've got a little sister. She's the only person in the world that seems to still care about me. I don't want her last memory of me to be disfigured. What's the least messy way to ropemaxx? The pain level really doesn't matter to me, I just don't want there to be any major changes to my body right after I'm gone.
