What’s the worst experience you have ever lived

[Luca_.]

Nigga woke up like it’s nothing and we put a hot pillow thingy on his neck for a couple hours

I don’t remember fully, we were still very young and I probably repressed that shit

Glad nothing serious happened. When something like this happens 2 lives get ruined not just one

 

[EvilSatanArseRapist]

Almost killed my brother
Accidentally pushed him off the stairs and he fell on his neck
He was out for 5 minutes straight

Similar stuff happened to me too.

Idk tbh. Too tired and cortisol and just fucking dread and a really strong cold feeling for no reason way too strong rn

 

[Luca_.]

b

 

[dawooddX]

Wanna hear what you all went through.

I’ll read through everything so feel free to write how many paragraphs you want

mom, shes chill now and supports me as much as she can, but she tried to stab me with a knife and choke me when i was younger due to religious views

 

[Luca_.]

mom, shes chill now and supports me as much as she can, but she tried to stab me with a knife and choke me when i was younger due to religious views

Damn man that’s crazy. Can I ask what those ,,religious views” are

 

[flippasav]

No nut November

I already did it today lol.

 

[Luca_.]

I already did it today lol.

Start now

 

[dawooddX]

Damn man that’s crazy. Can I ask what those ,,religious views” are

christianity, didnt want to go to church for the day
thats genuienly it

 

[The Grinch]

Got banned on looksmax.org for 3 days.

 

[Luca_.]

Got banned on looksmax.org for 3 days.

What did you do

 

[Looks over NT]

getting locked in a mental hospital because my mum called the mental hospital on me due to a small "fight". i was having panic attacks for 2 days straight in the hospital

 

[Luca_.]

getting locked in a mental hospital because my mum called the mental hospital on me due to a small "fight". i was having panic attacks for 2 days straight in the hospital

Damn I didn’t know your life was this shit. Mind me asking what the small fight was about

 

[Looks over NT]

Damn I didn’t know your life was this shit. Mind me asking what the small fight was about

it was night time and we had an argument so she impulsively called the mental hospital on me. they were recommending i visit but i rejected the offer so she called them to give "consent" to me going there. it was more to do with my behaviour in the last year or so than the actual "fight". i wasn't there for long tho thankfully since they assessed me and thought i could leave early. never went to one again

 

[Lefty Rankin]

Wanna hear what you all went through.

I’ll read through everything so feel free to write how many paragraphs you want

Fortunately I can't say I've got one. Saw my grandma's vagina when I was like 16. I mean, I don't know.

 

[Luca_.]

Fortunately I can't say I've got one. Saw my grandma's vagina when I was like 16. I mean, I don't know.

I saw my grandpa’s cock one time. What do you think is worse?

 

[Lefty Rankin]

I saw my grandpa’s cock one time. What do you think is worse?

Grandma's vagina. If I had been a teenage girl instead I imagine I'd say grandpa's dick is worse. Grandpa's mean old dick.

 

[Luca_.]

b

 

[Luca_.]

@Idk❤️

 

[Idk❤️]

@Idk❤️

I cant really think of one.

 

[Luca_.]

@nestivv @Cessation

 

[nestivv]

@nestivv @Cessation

Death of my mother

 

[Luca_.]

Death of my mother

Have you gotten over it?

 

[nestivv]

Have you gotten over it?

Never. It was 18 years ago when I was 6 but I still can't accept it

 

[Sink]

Death of my mother

 

[Luca_.]

Never. It was 18 years ago when I was 6 but I still can't accept it

Damn nestivv that sucks man. Maybe you can’t fully get over it but it can get better

 

[Luca_.]

@Greyascension

 

[Mike456]

Wanna hear what you all went through.

I’ll read through everything so feel free to write how many paragraphs you want

I have like 3 ig that are worth telling
1.Being raped from the ages 7-12
2.My mother trying to kill me by chocking me to death at 7 years old
3.Seeing my father beat my mom and running away and calling the police

 

[Greyascension]

@Greyascension

I won't say my worst experience because it was very very traumatic BUT
A very bad recent experience was when I was on DNP especially when I would dose it higher, I was so hot all the time it was unbearable and I just wanted it to stop at all times, one time I was in class with the worst headache of my life from dehydration it was so bad I genuinely winced then I threw up in a trash can outside after asking the teacher if I can step out, and I threw up even more in the restroom, also at the gym it felt like I was going to pass out after every lift and every night I had to sleep on the floor no shirt no pants no pillow no blanket just on top of a towel to pick up my sweat
But I lost 21 pounds in 20 days

 

[Luca_.]

I won't say my worst experience because it was very very traumatic BUT
A very bad recent experience was when I was on DNP especially when I would dose it higher, I was so hot all the time it was unbearable and I just wanted it to stop at all times, one time I was in class with the worst headache of my life from dehydration it was so bad I genuinely winced then I threw up in a trash can outside after asking the teacher if I can step out, and I threw up even more in the restroom, also at the gym it felt like I was going to pass out after every lift and every night I had to sleep on the floor no shirt no pants no pillow no blanket just on top of a towel to pick up my sweat
But I lost 21 pounds in 20 days

Are you the guy that took a gram of dnp?

 

[Greyascension]

Are you the guy that took a gram of dnp?

I did have more than a gram accumulated in my system, and I did post 2 threads about my DNP if that's what you mean

 

[Hanuluvsgodzilla]

Wanna hear what you all went through.

I’ll read through everything so feel free to write how many paragraphs you want

Uh my grandma died and then my friend died a day later and then after a couple of months got rejected then she got with me then broke up then my brother found out and now we dont talk and the girl blamed it on me even though she sent me smth when I told her not to bc my brother was there. Then she faked trying to rope bc of me saying I dont like her anymore cus of the stuff with my brother but ppl found out it was fake so thats good

 

[Luca_.]

Uh my grandma died and then my friend died a day later and then after a couple of months got rejected then she got with me then broke up then my brother found out and now we dont talk and the girl blamed it on me even though she sent me smth when I told her not to bc my brother was there. Then she faked trying to rope bc of me saying I dont like her anymore cus of the stuff with my brother but ppl found out it was fake so thats good

How long ago was this?

 

[Luca_.]

@inversions drop some lore

 

[inversions]

@inversions drop some lore

Dunno probably someone trying to rob me at knifepoint

 

[Luca_.]

Dunno probably someone trying to rob me at knifepoint

How did that happen?

 

[inversions]

How did that happen?

I was On my way! To volunteer at a charity shop when i was like 14 or something and a shitskin tried to rob me of my phone

But there was police cuz some people were protesting and so he didnt actually do shit

 

[inversions]

I was On my way! To volunteer at a charity shop when i was like 14 or something and a shitskin tried to rob me of my phone

But there was police cuz some people were protesting and so he didnt actually do shit

Omw

 

[Luca_.]

I was On my way! To volunteer at a charity shop when i was like 14 or something and a shitskin tried to rob me of my phone

But there was police cuz some people were protesting and so he didnt actually do shit

Damn nigga thats wild. I guess that’s what you get for living in the uk

 

[Luca_.]

@InanimatePragmatist

 

[Hanuluvsgodzilla]

How long ago was this?

like this year

 

[Luca_.]

I have like 3 ig that are worth telling
1.Being raped from the ages 7-12
2.My mother trying to kill me by chocking me to death at 7 years old
3.Seeing my father beat my mom and running away and calling the police

Damn bro so you’ve been abused pretty much your whole life how old are you now? Have you gotten a lil better?

 

[Mike456]

Damn bro so you’ve been abused pretty much your whole life how old are you now? Have you gotten a lil better?

Nah these things have parmarently change me and I accepted that I am not like the other

15,16 in 3 months

No the urges are still there both to kill others and myself

 

[Luca_.]

Nah these things have parmarently change me and I accepted that I am not like the other

15,16 in 3 months

No the urges are still there both to kill others and myself

I get that dude. I also live in an incredibly shit household. Definitely not as bad as yours but still shit. Where do you live now?

 

[Mike456]

I get that dude. I also live in an incredibly shit household. Definitely not as bad as yours but still shit. Where do you live now?

Still with my parents life is shit and I am getting stress from school too

This might sound weird but I made another personality that made me help me a lot

Schizo mostly I think but still without him I would had probably died by now(my suicidal urges were from like 10-12 yrs old and SH at 8)

 

[Luca_.]

Still with my parents life is shit and I am getting stress from school too

This might sound weird but I made another personality that made me help me a lot

Schizo mostly I think but still without him I would had probably died by now(my suicidal urges were from like 10-12 yrs old and SH at 8)

Vad ca esti din Romania……. Nu ma mira. Mereu se intampla cacaturi de genul aici și nu face nimeni nimic. Dacă ai povestii asta la un prieten ar face mișto de tine 10 luni încontinuu

 

[Mike456]

Vad ca esti din Romania……. Nu ma mira. Mereu se intampla cacaturi de genul aici și nu face nimeni nimic. Dacă ai povestii asta la un prieten ar face mișto de tine 10 luni încontinuu

Aia zic coaie și nici nu e de parcă am să i pot spune cuiva cu în rl

Da mă și chiar dacă aș spune ar rade polițiștii de mine și mi-ar fute viața mai mult

Întrebare cam ciudată dar ești cumva din Agigea am o suspiciune ca un prieten este aici

 

[niggero0]

Wanna hear what you all went through.

I’ll read through everything so feel free to write how many paragraphs you want

so this guy was trynna bully me and a day before i had watched a hamza video on how to stop bullies which i still regret to this day anyways in that video he says to fight for yourself standup against bully and shout out loud asf so that the bully will feel awkward and leave you.
So I was sitting in my school bus and there's this one guy started annoying me like touching me and stabbing me from the back when i am not looking so i shouted at him in a loud fucking voice and we went on oral fight for few minutes then we kinda like grabbed each other but didn't make out. Then i changed my place, he again was fuckign with me so like I got up tried to fight him up then suddenly another guy puts his finger in my ass and mind you i was all shouting and shit at this point so everyone was like watching us. It felt really embarrassing probly the most traumatic experience i have been thru

 

[Luca_.]

Aia zic coaie și nici nu e de parcă am să i pot spune cuiva cu în rl

Da mă și chiar dacă aș spune ar rade polițiștii de mine și mi-ar fute viața mai mult

Întrebare cam ciudată dar ești cumva din Agigea am o suspiciune ca un prieten este aici

Poliția nu face nmk. Nu sunt din Agigea

 

[Mike456]

Poliția nu face nmk. Nu sunt din Agigea

Mersi aveam o suspiciune doar

Da nimeni nu face sincer chiar dacă ești în afară doar dacă ești fata

Măcar să zicem ca am bani dar tot ei nu pot schimba ce a ce mi s-a întâmplat

 

[Luca_.]

so this guy was trynna bully me and a day before i had watched a hamza video on how to stop bullies which i still regret to this day anyways in that video he says to fight for yourself standup against bully and shout out loud asf so that the bully will feel awkward and leave you.
So I was sitting in my school bus and there's this one guy started annoying me like touching me and stabbing me from the back when i am not looking so i shouted at him in a loud fucking voice and we went on oral fight for few minutes then we kinda like grabbed each other but didn't make out. Then i changed my place, he again was fuckign with me so like I got up tried to fight him up then suddenly another guy puts his finger in my ass and mind you i was all shouting and shit at this point so everyone was like watching us. It felt really embarrassing probly the most traumatic experience i have been thru

Yeah man shit like this keeps you up at night. I remember watching Hamza when he was 12 and i actually thought of him as a good guy