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we used to play fortnite and wait for the new update and go to school to talk about the itemshop way more fun than all of this except the fucking partMake money, find wife, have kids, die, do a lot of drugs in between, hope this helps
all great things but that's the end goal not the means nigga, people don't just make money, find wife or have kidsMake money, find wife, have kids, die, do a lot of drugs in between, hope this helps
Obtain wisdom through ChristJust realized that being chronically online is bad
maybe later in life when I'm old and devoid of hope for the future, right now I don't have faith and frankly believe it's copeObtain wisdom through Christ
What short term goals would you suggest?idk bro its meaningless ngl
just find short term goals i guess
at the end of the day theres no point so do somethign great
can't right now. I'm a mentalcel and socialisolationmaxxingPound pussy
idk bro like jerking off in a few hoursmaybe later in life when I'm old and devoid of hope for the future, right now I don't have faith and frankly believe it's cope
What short term goals would you suggest?
can't right now. I'm a mentalcel and socialisolationmaxxing
I'm a pussy so not interested in finding out what's after death. I sympathise with the microcosm interpretation, meaning we all live in our own bubbles and what's happening outside of it is irrelevantidk bro like jerking off in a few hours
maybre reading a book or playing games
short term coping tbh
or long term such as surgeries and shit
there truly isnt anything to do in life
i was reading about this guy called philippe mainlander and he basically said we're dying fragments of a god and the smartest and most beautiful thing to do is roping and going back to the void
he actually followed hs own philosophy and after writing a book about this, stood on them and roped jfl
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Skill/looks issueall great things but that's the end goal not the means nigga, people don't just make money, find wife or have kids
This is pathetic and cope, life is beautifulidk bro like jerking off in a few hours
maybre reading a book or playing games
short term coping tbh
or long term such as surgeries and shit
there truly isnt anything to do in life
i was reading about this guy called philippe mainlander and he basically said we're dying fragments of a god and the smartest and most beautiful thing to do is roping and going back to the void
he actually followed hs own philosophy and after writing a book about this, stood on them and roped jfl
This is pathetic and cope, life is beautiful
if I was Jeremey Meeks lookalike I wouldn't be on the forum now, would I?Skill/looks issue
yea i understand since i was a neet for one and a half yearsI'm a pussy so not interested in finding out what's after death. I sympathise with the microcosm interpretation, meaning we all live in our own bubbles and what's happening outside of it is irrelevant
I do all of the things you mentioned above but I can feel this lifestyle has fried my brain to the point of no return I fear
i agree brah life is beautiful, sometimes when im commuting from and to uni the suns rays hits me and i feel insanely goodThis is pathetic and cope, life is beautiful
You're right but so what all that matters in life is what I want right now, as long as I can keep moving forward and getting what I want life doesn't need to have an intrinsic meaning, why would anything have an intrinsic meaning in the first place?i agree brah life is beautiful, sometimes when im commuting from and to uni the suns rays hits me and i feel insanely good
but at the end of the day there is no true meaning to life, its all biological coding to reproduce and cope for a few years since eevry organism does the same. we live to just propogate
How do you believe in god bro?Obtain wisdom through Christ
Doing those things was easier for me before when in the majority me and my peers were equal. Nowadays I am super demoralized because I feel like I missed out on too much. I see people who I know from back in high school posting their interesting lives and whatnot, some are even getting marriedyea i understand since i was a neet for one and a half years
play games or something
something tangible to put effort into that might or might not take up most of your time in your daily life
watch movies and shit because you live a million lives in just one life
ad when youre ready start talking to people and shit, we're social animals meant to be in packs
if its truly unbearable realise we'll all die and the only person youve to prove to is urself
yh true, but we still cant perform our deepest primal desiresYou're right but so what all that matters in life is what I want right now, as long as I can keep moving forward and getting what I want life doesn't need to have an intrinsic meaning, why would anything have an intrinsic meaning in the first place?
don't get me started with this shit, I used to work 12 hours shifts before going back to my neet roots. It was the worst, interacting with fake people and pretending to be interested in whatever bs they talk aboutGet a job bro![]()
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mmm it's highly repetitive if you don't put in the hours to improve, I can hardly stay consistent with doing chores let alone study chessplay chess all day
yea thats mostly true bro but youve to think about where its coming from, most people have something deep from their childhood or anything drawing them towards their original personalities, and as long as thats fulfilled you dont have to be successful in societies terms bro.Doing those things was easier for me before when in the majority me and my peers were equal. Nowadays I am super demoralized because I feel like I missed out on too much. I see people who I know from back in high school posting their interesting lives and whatnot, some are even getting married. I feel truly pathetic, because of that I've developed an inferiority complex which isn't exactly unfounded
fair, i play it for hobbymmm it's highly repetitive if you don't put in the hours to improve, I can hardly stay consistent with doing chores let alone study chess
fortnite era talk always makes me tear upwe used to play fortnite and wait for the new update and go to school to talk about the itemshop way more fun than all of this except the fucking part
i read your other reply and it kinda contradicts with this oneyea thats mostly true bro but youve to think about where its coming from, most people have something deep from their childhood or anything drawing them towards their original personalities, and as long as thats fulfilled you dont have to be successful in societies terms bro.
if you wanna succeed in a field for yourself and for the feeling of accomplishment youve gotta work hard and take steps
take steps to clear your life out of anything thats pulling you back and feel the burn of human work
its so humbling nigga when i spent the last few hours gooning and grinding games and i go out and run sometimes and i can feel my body connecting to me its legit the best way to reset
take ur time and experience what it feels like to grind
we still cant perform our deepest primal desires
Are you living off EBT?don't get me started with this shit, I used to work 12 hours shifts before going back to my neet roots. It was the worst, interacting with fake people and pretending to be interested in whatever bs they talk about
mmm it's highly repetitive if you don't put in the hours to improve, I can hardly stay consistent with doing chores let alone study chess
genuinely miss it, the clans, boxfights, get shit on, competitive, arenas, faze sway, bro ur dogwater, shing shing shingfortnite era talk always makes me tear up
noAre you living off EBT?
i mean sure sometimes theres being a doomer but most ppl still feel a push to succeed and unless you can find a way to conditioning yourself into having a different idea of success itll still be the samei read your other reply and it kinda contradicts with this one
what's the point of putting all the effort to end up unhappy again, and I'm not a lazy guy, don't get me wrong but it's something i think about because I have been through most of the conventional self help advice and look where I am now
Just realized that being chronically online is bad
crazy to think how we went from grinding fortnite tournaments and talking about some cool skin in the item shop to blackpill, looksmaxxing, and being so desperate in lifegenuinely miss it, the clans, boxfights, get shit on, competitive, arenas, faze sway, bro ur dogwater, shing shing shing
nigga wtfUp until the age of 18 you are supposed to be growing up and constantly learning practical things related to real life, like gardening, raising animals, cooking, fixing things around the house, learning how to behave with your girlfriend / how to raise children from your parents / the extended family that supposedly lives near you and you visit almost every weekend, so you are exposed to these things and have them as a role model as an example of what you should do too (besides high school and future career/personal business plans after)
At the age of 14-16 you should already have had your first girlfriend if not more, with whom you could experience practical things related to behavior / good manners / respect / communication / gestures when you are in a romantic relationship, so you basically already know what a girlfriend means and what that entails.
Between the ages of 18-20, you should already have been in a serious relationship for 2-3 years and both of you should already have saved up money + help from your parents/extended family for the wedding, and with the wedding money, buy your own house
By the time you're 22, you should already have at least 2 children, and your life should consist of a clear direction and already very stable routine, where you combine love with your wife, raising children, with your career and professional life, things that fill your every day and don't leave you time to think about more abstract things related to ''muh muh what to do in life, nothing makes sense, everything is for nothing anyway''
The fact that you or other people in particular, happen to do none of these things, and until your early 20s all you did in life was go to school, where you scrolled on TikTok most of the time, and come home, to sit on your PC and play some dumb video games where you move some pixels on a totally useless screen like a dumb monkey just to feel in control of your life and get dopamine, or to lie on your bed and on your phone and on social media, obviously this will result in you feeling like ''there's nothing to do in life''
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genuinely bro, but its a result of being to aware. Games like fn and apex just made our young teenage brains not worry a kinf of reasonable copecrazy to think how we went from grinding fortnite tournaments and talking about some cool skin in the item shop to blackpill, looksmaxxing, and being so desperate in life
Used to play war zone all day with our zoom cameras off on our year long spring break what happenedwe used to play fortnite and wait for the new update and go to school to talk about the itemshop way more fun than all of this except the fucking part
I'm genuinely lost in life, I don't know what I want to doi mean sure sometimes theres being a doomer but most ppl still feel a push to succeed and unless you can find a way to conditioning yourself into having a different idea of success itll still be the same
try and feel what you wanna do and if it doesnt work out its whastever
thats what i meant? mb bro im lowk kinda drunk
WE will use pharmacology to save our fried low dopamine abused dog neurochemistryI'm genuinely lost in life, I don't know what I want to do
Even If I am bold and aim for some crazy goal it's unlikely it will happen cuz I don't have what it takes to be a winner
Regardless of my future efforts I will always be an abused dog that's scared of people
genuinely bro, but its a result of being to aware. Games like fn and apex just made our young teenage brains not worry a kinf of reasonable cope
nah theres still hopeI'm genuinely lost in life, I don't know what I want to do
Even If I am bold and aim for some crazy goal it's unlikely it will happen cuz I don't have what it takes to be a winner
Regardless of my future efforts I will always be an abused dog that's scared of people
thanks for stating the obviousUp until the age of 18 you are supposed to be growing up and constantly learning practical things related to real life, like gardening, raising animals, cooking, fixing things around the house, learning how to behave with your girlfriend / how to raise children from your parents / the extended family that supposedly lives near you and you visit almost every weekend, so you are exposed to these things and have them as a role model as an example of what you should do too (besides high school and future career/personal business plans after)
At the age of 14-16 you should already have had your first girlfriend if not more, with whom you could experience practical things related to behavior / good manners / respect / communication / gestures when you are in a romantic relationship, so you basically already know what a girlfriend means and what that entails.
Between the ages of 18-20, you should already have been in a serious relationship for 2-3 years and both of you should already have saved up money + help from your parents/extended family for the wedding, and with the wedding money, buy your own house
By the time you're 22, you should already have at least 2 children, and your life should consist of a clear direction and already very stable routine, where you combine love with your wife, raising children, with your career and professional life, things that fill your every day and don't leave you time to think about more abstract things related to ''muh muh what to do in life, nothing makes sense, everything is for nothing anyway''
The fact that you or other people in particular, happen to do none of these things, and until your early 20s all you did in life was go to school, where you scrolled on TikTok most of the time, and come home, to sit on your PC and play some dumb video games where you move some pixels on a totally useless screen like a dumb monkey just to feel in control of your life and get dopamine, or to lie on your bed and on your phone and on social media, obviously this will result in you feeling like ''there's nothing to do in life''
I'm skeptical of this, there are many examples of retards supposedly biohacking when all they do is take off-label research drugs and or unrelated ones that only harm their long term healthWE will use pharmacology to save our fried low dopamine abused dog neurochemistry
We arent capable as humans to understand God's perfect plan and we have free will and because we chose to let sin enter the world there is a ton of evil. All we can do it have faith, also look around at the sky and the sunset and all the animals u really think that happened by accident?How do you believe in god bro?
How do you believe in god when there are children starving, women being raped, men being tortured?
Don't fucking say "Oh god answered my prayer" , why would god answer your prayer and not the prayer of someone in a much worse situation?
maybe later in life when I'm old and devoid of hope for the future, right now I don't have faith and frankly believe it's cope
What short term goals would you suggest?
can't right now. I'm a mentalcel and socialisolationmaxxing
Yeah all I do is being online and not leaving my room right nowJust realized that being chronically online is bad