What's wrong with me.

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This is a legitimately serious question, ok? I don't care about making friends or being popular, I seriously DONT. I feel like people don't believe me when I say shit like that. But I've been vocal about this my whole life. I e always been everything to fit in and I want to be done. However, I'm an artist and I need to be at least a bit "popular" but I can't get anyone to notice me. I'm so tired of bending over backwards for everyone to be accepted in any freaking way! Me and my roommate are about to be homeless, we're starving, eating one small meal a day, if that, and I've been screaming out for help for almost a year! I'm not asking for anyone to like me, I'm asking for some support, not even money! I just want someone I can ACTUALLY trust to like me enough to help me a little bit. I can't even get someone to give me a job! Not even for house cleaning! I've applied to agencies but they never have anything or just won't hire me! WTF do I have to do? I'm also autistic, and I know we give off uncanny vibes, but I'm 41 and have been giving those vibes for that long...? I've been through enough abuse, it's fucking never ending! Family, peers, teachers, other authorities, employers, all look at me like I'm not even a species on this planet! I don't know what to do...all I want is a bit of acceptance, compassion and people who have talents they can't express help me with mine and in turn I'll try to help with yours. I want community. Why is that so hard?

 
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She's beautiful, just living in an ugly world.
 
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Why do I feel like she’s good at eating ass
 
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and look all the red cross nurse wannabe on the comments telling her they can be friends with her JFL
 
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Wow I am truly baffled. How could this clearly very mentally competent person not find a job?
 
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How she / he hasn't already ended it is beyond me.
 
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Wow I am truly baffled. How could this clearly very mentally competent person not find a job?
I'm sure it's the autism and not the circus make-up.

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Least oblivious Redditor
 
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Shes been clowning around but

What she actually needs to do is nt max.
 
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Nigga so real
 
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I always knew you were a trans Orc, know i get why you are the way you are:blackpill:
 
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what im supposed to do with that information
 
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Brutal imagine having that level of self awareness
 
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I always knew you were a trans Orc, know i get why you are the way you are:blackpill:
it's more accurate than you think it is but more complicated than that.
 
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but I'm 41 and have been giving those vibes for that long...? I'
Only thing that separated that thing from yoy is physical appearance
 
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Type shit..

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Not even the Redditors could refrain from that..
 
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Only thing that separated that thing from yoy is physical appearance
I'm also one of the least insufferable people on the entire forum so that helps.
 
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Her Looksmatch competes in Forum User of the Year Tournaments
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This is a legitimately serious question, ok? I don't care about making friends or being popular, I seriously DONT. I feel like people don't believe me when I say shit like that. But I've been vocal about this my whole life. I e always been everything to fit in and I want to be done. However, I'm an artist and I need to be at least a bit "popular" but I can't get anyone to notice me. I'm so tired of bending over backwards for everyone to be accepted in any freaking way! Me and my roommate are about to be homeless, we're starving, eating one small meal a day, if that, and I've been screaming out for help for almost a year! I'm not asking for anyone to like me, I'm asking for some support, not even money! I just want someone I can ACTUALLY trust to like me enough to help me a little bit. I can't even get someone to give me a job! Not even for house cleaning! I've applied to agencies but they never have anything or just won't hire me! WTF do I have to do? I'm also autistic, and I know we give off uncanny vibes, but I'm 41 and have been giving those vibes for that long...? I've been through enough abuse, it's fucking never ending! Family, peers, teachers, other authorities, employers, all look at me like I'm not even a species on this planet! I don't know what to do...all I want is a bit of acceptance, compassion and people who have talents they can't express help me with mine and in turn I'll try to help with yours. I want community. Why is that so hard?


Honestly I'd still hit
 
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This is a legitimately serious question, ok? I don't care about making friends or being popular, I seriously DONT. I feel like people don't believe me when I say shit like that. But I've been vocal about this my whole life. I e always been everything to fit in and I want to be done. However, I'm an artist and I need to be at least a bit "popular" but I can't get anyone to notice me. I'm so tired of bending over backwards for everyone to be accepted in any freaking way! Me and my roommate are about to be homeless, we're starving, eating one small meal a day, if that, and I've been screaming out for help for almost a year! I'm not asking for anyone to like me, I'm asking for some support, not even money! I just want someone I can ACTUALLY trust to like me enough to help me a little bit. I can't even get someone to give me a job! Not even for house cleaning! I've applied to agencies but they never have anything or just won't hire me! WTF do I have to do? I'm also autistic, and I know we give off uncanny vibes, but I'm 41 and have been giving those vibes for that long...? I've been through enough abuse, it's fucking never ending! Family, peers, teachers, other authorities, employers, all look at me like I'm not even a species on this planet! I don't know what to do...all I want is a bit of acceptance, compassion and people who have talents they can't express help me with mine and in turn I'll try to help with yours. I want community. Why is that so hard?


You’re beautiful, Lilith
 
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Id still hit for blue eyed kids:forcedsmile::forcedsmile:hopefully the autism isn't a package deal
 
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so if my wife has autism all my kids will have autism or is it 50/50
women get it less often, my sister didn't get a diagnose but still has traits of it, I've got an autistic aunt though.


In my family nobody has Autism except 'ME' and only me
they carried a silent gene for it and you got the worst recombination.

happens a lot in women, autism is partially caused by mutations on the x chromosome, women have two of those so when one is somewhat dysfunctional the other can take over, that's why you see less autism in women.
 
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women get it less often, my sister didn't get a diagnose but still has traits of it, I've got an autistic aunt though.



they carried a silent gene for it and you got the worst recombination.

happens a lot in women, autism is partially caused by mutations on the x chromosome, women have two of those so when one is somewhat dysfunctional the other can take over, that's why you see less autism in women.
has autism always been this rampant or is it environmental factors that can alter the individuals mind
 
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You guys are very mean... And then wants society to be on your side lolol
 
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This is a legitimately serious question, ok? I don't care about making friends or being popular, I seriously DONT. I feel like people don't believe me when I say shit like that. But I've been vocal about this my whole life. I e always been everything to fit in and I want to be done. However, I'm an artist and I need to be at least a bit "popular" but I can't get anyone to notice me. I'm so tired of bending over backwards for everyone to be accepted in any freaking way! Me and my roommate are about to be homeless, we're starving, eating one small meal a day, if that, and I've been screaming out for help for almost a year! I'm not asking for anyone to like me, I'm asking for some support, not even money! I just want someone I can ACTUALLY trust to like me enough to help me a little bit. I can't even get someone to give me a job! Not even for house cleaning! I've applied to agencies but they never have anything or just won't hire me! WTF do I have to do? I'm also autistic, and I know we give off uncanny vibes, but I'm 41 and have been giving those vibes for that long...? I've been through enough abuse, it's fucking never ending! Family, peers, teachers, other authorities, employers, all look at me like I'm not even a species on this planet! I don't know what to do...all I want is a bit of acceptance, compassion and people who have talents they can't express help me with mine and in turn I'll try to help with yours. I want community. Why is that so hard?


This is outrageous
 
Hopefully she's alright
 
has autism always been this rampant or is it environmental factors that can alter the individuals mind
has always been prevalent.

society basically needs autists, they're what causes innovation, normal people aren't able to focus their entire lives on one subject, almost all inventions are made by weirdos.

without autistic people we'd still be in the iron age most likely.
 
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has always been prevalent.

society basically needs autists, they're what causes innovation, normal people aren't able to focus their entire lives on one subject, almost all inventions are made by weirdos.
rep me you fucking jew
 
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