satangoy
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When I'm truly in love in someone not in a lust based manner like ohhh she bad, no like when I genuenly fall in love with someone I don't even want a lustful connection honestly sex is the last thing i think about, I just genuenly crave the connection.
I used to think I'm not like this since I'm a fucking incel who thinks about sex every day but when i had a serious crush a year back I remember i genuinely really liked the foid, she had a very nice personality and just generally i genuenly liked and loved her very much, I remember the thought of degenerate lust based sex with her disgusted me.
instead I wanted genuene connection holding hands, gentle kisses, deep talks, long hugs and that's when I realized in the end I want love not lust, connection and soul bonding not meaningless fucking
and don't get me wrong sex is a good thing but it's only good if u do it with the right person since it's the highest act of connection between humans, honestly I tried to get into short shitty "relationships" and trying more girls etc but in the end i realized that shit does NOT matter and that's not what I deeply crave, I realized u gotta start off from simple kisses and genuenly connecting in every way with the person before hopping straight into the highest act which is sex because if done wrong it's meaningless.
does anyone relate or am I just fucking tweaking because like genuenly i think about fucking a lot and stuff but when i genuenly fall in love it's not my first priority anymore.
The only sad part is that I feel like I'm incompatible with foids and I'll die the lonely incel I am not achieving what i actually deeply craved, because i know it's not hard to fuck a slut and have easy sex but that's not what I'm searching for in life
tagging: @EvilSatanArseRapist @Asoka @Saint @high_ltn @Dsm
I used to think I'm not like this since I'm a fucking incel who thinks about sex every day but when i had a serious crush a year back I remember i genuinely really liked the foid, she had a very nice personality and just generally i genuenly liked and loved her very much, I remember the thought of degenerate lust based sex with her disgusted me.
instead I wanted genuene connection holding hands, gentle kisses, deep talks, long hugs and that's when I realized in the end I want love not lust, connection and soul bonding not meaningless fucking
and don't get me wrong sex is a good thing but it's only good if u do it with the right person since it's the highest act of connection between humans, honestly I tried to get into short shitty "relationships" and trying more girls etc but in the end i realized that shit does NOT matter and that's not what I deeply crave, I realized u gotta start off from simple kisses and genuenly connecting in every way with the person before hopping straight into the highest act which is sex because if done wrong it's meaningless.
does anyone relate or am I just fucking tweaking because like genuenly i think about fucking a lot and stuff but when i genuenly fall in love it's not my first priority anymore.
The only sad part is that I feel like I'm incompatible with foids and I'll die the lonely incel I am not achieving what i actually deeply craved, because i know it's not hard to fuck a slut and have easy sex but that's not what I'm searching for in life
tagging: @EvilSatanArseRapist @Asoka @Saint @high_ltn @Dsm








i got laughed at too a couple of years back so I know exactly what ur talking about, it made my already bad mental health 5x worse
