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Vermilioncore
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I’m fine when I’m distracted completely which is why I have to play a video game, listen to music, get drunk, and watch videos on my phone ALL AT THE SAME TIME.
when all that stimulation is there for me, I don’t have time to think about anything. I cannot think or else I want to commit suicide and destroy myself. I need to constantly be plugged into several different loud entertainment all at once so my mind doesn’t wander.
badicslly I need to be out of this world 24/7 or else I lose control and cannot cope and need to be hospitalized
when all that stimulation is there for me, I don’t have time to think about anything. I cannot think or else I want to commit suicide and destroy myself. I need to constantly be plugged into several different loud entertainment all at once so my mind doesn’t wander.
badicslly I need to be out of this world 24/7 or else I lose control and cannot cope and need to be hospitalized