When things are looking up

[Deleted member 10536]

And seemingly there's not much that could go really wrong anymore. You feel good and accomplish things you wanted to do, find motivation to do more and better.
I was 100% ready and prepared to leave the site, effective immediately and then this happens...

Every. Fucking. Single. Time.
I've lost literally years to this kind of bullshit, again and again. My life is of utmost unbelievable black luck. Whenever things are slightly improving, always. ALWAYS. Something happens, something that robs me off of months if not years of life.
All my life savings? Will be gone, I will lose my job, 100% as always and will have immense troubles of finding yet another one. Yet again, starting from 0, again and again. I'm not even talking that I'm a fucking kissless virgin...
This seems like such a great opportunity to just end it all once and for all.
Or rot in bed for months, no point of leaving this hellhole then, so won't be leaving, I guess?
Idk. Just... How to find motivation to even live? When entire life is setback after setback...

 

[Deleted member 6382]

 

[Deleted member 6512]

Sorry bro what happened?

 

[SpearOfOrion]

 

[Deleted member 10536]

Sorry bro what happened?

Broke my leg.
They told me to leave my house more often, so I did.
Nah, I mean I like spending time in forest, I go for runs and such. Been years I was doing this, just running in the forest randomly and enjoying it. Well, now I've fucking broke me leg.

 

[BradAniston]

Worst thing that could happen to you ngl.
Whag happened
Time to HGH maxx

 

[SkinjobCatastrophe]

Broke your leg? What happened?

 

[Deleted member 10536]

Broke your leg? What happened?

Yes. Was running in the forest and jumping over the trees and such. Landed incorrectly and broke my leg. Idk. Been doing this shit for years tbh.
Guess live and learn.

 

[Deleted member 6512]

Broke my leg.
They told me to leave my house more often, so I did.
Nah, I mean I like spending time in forest, I go for runs and such. Been years I was doing this, just running in the forest randomly and enjoying it. Well, now I've fucking broke me leg.

Sorry bro, don't let this shit discourage you

 

[Deleted member 10536]

Sorry bro, don't let this shit discourage you

Thing is, something like this always happen to me all the time. It takes so long to recover, not even health wise, but you get ruined socially and financially. Lose job, life savings, then takes half a year to find another job and have to essentially start from 0 and I'm way too old to repeat all of this, yet again, yet again from 0 too...
Idk. How? I'm not even talking about how fucking invisible I've been to women in my entire life, but it's just shit like this plagues me too. As if everything is actually rigged against me.

 

[Deleted member 5875]

Don't give up bhai anti aging is coming soon...

 

[Deleted member 11221]

i thot u said u were leaving bucko boyo

 

[Deleted member 10536]

i thot u said u were leaving bucko boyo

I was... Is there a point in leaving now, when I'm going to be bed ridden for months? I'll go crazy from being alone with nothing to do...

 

[Deleted member 11221]

I was... Is there a point in leaving now, when I'm going to be bed ridden for months? I'll go crazy from being alone with nothing to do...

the whole month of November I was in pain and agony, now I’m on 3 meds for my stomach ulcer so yea I feel you

 

[Deleted member 10536]

the whole month of November I was in pain and agony, now I’m on 3 meds for my stomach ulcer so yea I feel you

Why/how did you get it? Was it your own fault and eating bad things? Or just pure random lottery winner?

 

[Deleted member 6400]