jm17
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Be honest.
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Today, to go to the gymBe honest.
Are you serious bro?3 years ago i only go to appointments, get food/water, that's it tbh. Longest time I ever went without actually leaving my house is probably a year
yesAre you serious bro?
Damn bro
Have you attempted suicide?
Nah, I have a lack of emotions, no motivation or thoughts of suicide. I suffer silently. It's a suffering due to me not feeling emotions or having any motivation. It's incredibly frustrating. Without emotions how do humans make decisions? Humans are fueled by emotions to drive their motivation.Have you attempted suicide?
I think it’s lack motivation and surfessing emotions, it gets worse and worse hope you make itNah, I have a lack of emotions, no motivation or thoughts of suicide. I suffer silently. It's a suffering due to me not feeling emotions or having any motivation. It's incredibly frustrating.
Yeah, I'm usually unfazed by anything. There was a hurricane coming to my city but I felt literally nothing and stayed in my room. That's how much suffering I went through, that my emotions shut down. It's worse in dating also, how do I exactly be in a relationship when I'm non-NT? Sure I'll be good looking but I'll probably be boring to be with.I think it’s lack motivation and surfessing emotions, it gets worse and worse hope you make it
Same tbh nothing fazes, the fucked up thing is when I’m trying to improve emotions and negative talk comes out of no whereYeah, I'm usually unfazed by anything. There was a hurricane coming to my city but I felt literally nothing and stayed in my room. That's how much suffering I went through, that my emotions shut down.
Yeah it's crazy how negative I am, I'm never optimistic, I'll always make excuses over something. "Oh It's because of this"Same tbh nothing fazes, the fucked up thing is when I’m trying to improve emotions and negative talk comes out of no where
Yesterday I was at the gym did 1 set and left cuz I was frustrated and made some lazy excuseYeah it's crazy how negative I am, I'm never optimistic, I'll always make excuses over something. "Oh It's because of this"
Yeah, same for me and when I'm in that moment, I can't correct my mentality or being in third person POV being logical then I regret it.Yesterday I was at the gym did 1 set and left cuz I was frustrated and made some lazy excuse
Usually I would have like a productive week but when I look in the mirrior and see something that I can’t change I just give upYeah, same for me and when I'm in that moment, I can't correct my mentality. Or being in third person POV being logical
100% me, when I softmax and see my deformity, it demotivates me to even looksmax and I continue to distract my thoughts and play video games. Then I stop taking care of my skin, or eating healthy, and eat bad food to cope. I give up and say whats the point if my skull incomplete? Might as well wait for my doctor appointment. This is why when I get a haircut and see my incomplete bone structure I give up.Usually I would have like a productive week but when I look in the mirrior and see something that I can’t change I just give up
100% me, when I softmax and see my deformity, it demotivates me to even looksmax and I continue to distract my thoughts and play video games. Then I stop taking care of my skin, or eating healthy, and eat bad food to cope. I give up and say whats the point if my skull incomplete? Might as well wait for my doctor appointment
Yeah I just cope and say “I’ll just wait for surgery” the sad thing is when I give up on one thing, I completely let my self go to the point of not even taking showers. The opposite is I have a phase of doing everything right and feel like I’m gonna make it but boom there it is again100% me, when I softmax and see my deformity, it demotivates me to even looksmax and I continue to distract my thoughts and play video games. Then I stop taking care of my skin, or eating healthy, and eat bad food to cope. I give up and say whats the point if my skull incomplete? Might as well wait for my doctor appointment
Yeah, that's something I dealt with, and it happens when I get a short haircut then I see my craniofacial profile, and I get a brutal feeling of giving up and avoiding the mirror. I stopped softmaxxing for like 3 months when I saw that, and even more brutal when my father looks like brad pitt with a buzzcut, with his complete neurocranium. I have the same skull of him and mine's incomplete due to an unfortunate circumstance. You can imagine how brutal that feels. Getting mogged by your own dadYeah I just cope and say “I’ll just wait for surgery” the sad thing is when I give up on one thing, I completely let my self go to the point of not even taking showers. The opposite is I have a phase of doing everything right and feel like I’m gonna make it but boom there it is again
Brutal bro. Btw my pms are always open if you need to vent, ask questions or need advice. We are gonna make it bro!Yeah, that's something I dealt with, and it happens when I get a short haircut then I see my craniofacial profile, and I get a brutal feeling of giving up and avoiding the mirror. I stopped softmaxxing for like 3 months when I saw that, and even more brutal when my father looks like brad pitt with a buzzcut, with his complete neurocranium. I have the same skull of him and mine's incomplete due to an unfortunate circumstance. That's currently how I'm feeling.