When was your first blackpill reality check?

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My first reality check to looksmax was today. I’ve always known that taller guys gets more approval and guys that are handsome experience the halo effect. But today was my first real interaction with blackpill and it made me want to hardmax.

So it started off by me going to a party with my 2 freinds. One of them was almost guaranteed to get play with this one girl but not me and the other dood. So the night went on and more and more people started to leave, my one friend had this girl and me and my other Hb felt like 2 truecells in the corner.

Finally I started talking to this one girl that’s a year younger than me ( not that it matters at all really ). And the other girls around me tried to hype her up about getting with me trough out the night. Mind you, when most of the people left it was 7 guys and 8 girls left.

I got a important phone call so I went into the other room. That’s when I overheard some girls talking about me, and the girl I was interested said quote on quote ” I like the other guy because he is taller ”, ( I’m a 5’8 manlet ). That’s when i realized that looks really is EVERYTHING.

I talked to this girl for like an hour only for her to be interested about my ND 6’4 hb that she BARELY spoke to. So today I’ve decided to go full out on looksmaxxing. NO BS!

I’m gonna hardmax until I reach atleast HTN or else I will fucking rope because this shit really broke me down.

LMK if you have had any similar experiences.
 
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My first reality check to looksmax was today. I’ve always known that taller guys gets more approval and guys that are handsome experience the halo effect. But today was my first real interaction with blackpill and it made me want to hardmax.

So it started off by me going to a party with my 2 freinds. One of them was almost guaranteed to get play with this one girl but not me and the other dood. So the night went on and more and more people started to leave, my one friend had this girl and me and my other Hb felt like 2 truecells in the corner.

Finally I started talking to this one girl that’s a year younger than me ( not that it matters at all really ). And the other girls around me tried to hype her up about getting with me trough out the night. Mind you, when most of the people left it was 7 guys and 8 girls left.

I got a important phone call so I went into the other room. That’s when I overheard some girls talking about me, and the girl I was interested said quote on quote ” I like the other guy because he is taller ”, ( I’m a 5’8 manlet ). That’s when i realized that looks really is EVERYTHING.

I talked to this girl for like an hour only for her to be interested about my ND 6’4 hb that she BARELY spoke to. So today I’ve decided to go full out on looksmaxxing. NO BS!

I’m gonna hardmax until I reach atleast HTN or else I will fucking rope because this shit really broke me down.

LMK if you have had any similar experiences.
are you american by any chance
 
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My first reality check to looksmax was today. I’ve always known that taller guys gets more approval and guys that are handsome experience the halo effect. But today was my first real interaction with blackpill and it made me want to hardmax.

So it started off by me going to a party with my 2 freinds. One of them was almost guaranteed to get play with this one girl but not me and the other dood. So the night went on and more and more people started to leave, my one friend had this girl and me and my other Hb felt like 2 truecells in the corner.

Finally I started talking to this one girl that’s a year younger than me ( not that it matters at all really ). And the other girls around me tried to hype her up about getting with me trough out the night. Mind you, when most of the people left it was 7 guys and 8 girls left.

I got a important phone call so I went into the other room. That’s when I overheard some girls talking about me, and the girl I was interested said quote on quote ” I like the other guy because he is taller ”, ( I’m a 5’8 manlet ). That’s when i realized that looks really is EVERYTHING.

I talked to this girl for like an hour only for her to be interested about my ND 6’4 hb that she BARELY spoke to. So today I’ve decided to go full out on looksmaxxing. NO BS!

I’m gonna hardmax until I reach atleast HTN or else I will fucking rope because this shit really broke me down.

LMK if you have had any similar experiences.
6th grade I believe. So far, all of the girls I've "talked" to said my personality was very good.

Yet they would still reject me, I obviously knew it was due to my looks but didn't care because I knew it involved some deep rabbit-hole. Later started doing mild research in 7th and so on.
 
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My first reality check to looksmax was today. I’ve always known that taller guys gets more approval and guys that are handsome experience the halo effect. But today was my first real interaction with blackpill and it made me want to hardmax.

So it started off by me going to a party with my 2 freinds. One of them was almost guaranteed to get play with this one girl but not me and the other dood. So the night went on and more and more people started to leave, my one friend had this girl and me and my other Hb felt like 2 truecells in the corner.

Finally I started talking to this one girl that’s a year younger than me ( not that it matters at all really ). And the other girls around me tried to hype her up about getting with me trough out the night. Mind you, when most of the people left it was 7 guys and 8 girls left.

I got a important phone call so I went into the other room. That’s when I overheard some girls talking about me, and the girl I was interested said quote on quote ” I like the other guy because he is taller ”, ( I’m a 5’8 manlet ). That’s when i realized that looks really is EVERYTHING.

I talked to this girl for like an hour only for her to be interested about my ND 6’4 hb that she BARELY spoke to. So today I’ve decided to go full out on looksmaxxing. NO BS!

I’m gonna hardmax until I reach atleast HTN or else I will fucking rope because this shit really broke me down.

LMK if you have had any similar experiences.
No, I always knew I was ugly i just didnt take action.

How I knew I was ugly?

Alot of insults and micro expressions overtime, and alot of social situations that made me see myself as nd and at the bottom of the social hierachy

its not that i was actually nd, its that i had such low appeal i looked nd or atleast not "chill".
 
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Sweden, I haven’t had any troubles with women earlier it’s just that these last couple of months it’s been hell to get anything
 
Nothing. Always knew looks were the most important because it always made sense to me, logically
Even when I was a kid I was blackpilled
 
That's weird I can't recall when I started, must be because all my life has been a blackpill so far. Oh well.
 
Just the usual getting rejected by a foid gig, and as well as that I noticed how foids would constantly make quiet remarks about peoples looks and would think they deserve a chadlite+ when they bearly break into mtb
 
No, I always knew I was ugly i just didnt take action.

How I knew I was ugly?

Alot of insults and micro expressions overtime, and alot of social situations that made me see myself as nd and at the bottom of the social hierachy

its not that i was actually nd, its that i had such low appeal i looked nd or atleast not "chill".

That’s familiar. But I was bluepilled into thinking I’m ND for way too long. Now I have some very hard work to do.
 
Pretty much since childhood
 

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