When you ascend and still hate yourself (teehee) looks aren't everything

[MrMeeseeksLookAtM]

I looked in the mirror today and loved what I saw, I couldn't believe how good I look compared to before. Post my 3+ surgeries
Dropped bodyfat, skin is glowing all great.
I still won't fully flirt with girls because of deep insecurities and low self value issues.
I have a lot of work to do to feel content in who I am as a person and feel actual inner confidence (not only outer)
Work on your mental health bois
Like I said on previous post: looksmax while everythingmax
I have a hot fire burning inside of me
I will rise
And I will one day get past from depression and anxiety

 

[Deleted member 7917]

No matter what happens to me I will never be happy

 

[Deleted member 9003]

You need unconditional self love not conditional self love

 

[MrMeeseeksLookAtM]

You need unconditional self love not conditional self love

VERY truee VERY true
My problem is that I'm too hard on myself.
I'm on such a great path of self exploration, self evaluation and deeply looking at who I am and what I love
But when I make mistakes I quickly get mad at myself.
I have to tell myself it takes time and that I got this and it's okay to make mistakes

 

[Deleted member 110]

Depression and anexiety will never fully go away

 

[MrMeeseeksLookAtM]

Depression and anexiety will never fully go away

Anxiety is caused by my depression
Irl I act very extroverted, I can seem like a very confident social, charismatic person
This is often my false identity to protect my real self from feeling any emotions.
My real inner self has been made numb just because I don't want to break down and cry (in order to get to the good place) but I can't avoid the comedown anymore

 

[MrMeeseeksLookAtM]

No matter what happens to me I will never be happy

That is probably not true buddy.. what is your situation like?

 

[Ultramental]

its pretty ok to still have insecurities,ascending in the outside doesnt mean the inside will follow
it might take some time

 

[Deleted member 110]

No looks for your fucked up past
No looks for missing validation when growing up
No looks for your brain

 

[Golang]

How can I love myself when I'm the thing that I hate the most.... an ethnic

 

[Golang]

No looks for your fucked up past
No looks for missing validation when growing up
No looks for your brain

No looks for your ethnicity

 

[MrMeeseeksLookAtM]

its pretty ok to still have insecurities,ascending in the outside doesnt mean the inside will follow
it might take some time

I am rushing things...
I am doing great steps
But I want to get from point A to point Z
I need to accept that it's a long process and when I rush it (from my excitement to help myself) I later give up. It's an annoying cycle I keep having.
My best friend who relates to me tells me to take things slow and he told me most importantly for me to notice my thought patterns and behavior and always be aware of where I'm at.
My problem is that I keep avoiding feeling like shit.
But I have to feel like shit in order to feel great again.
I have to feel the negative emotions in order for my real self to feel the good ones

 

[Deleted member 756]

How can I love myself when I'm the thing that I hate the most.... an ethnic

Ethnic men can slay

 

[MrMeeseeksLookAtM]

Face isn't everything
MENTAL HEALTH + BRAIN CHEMISTRY MOGS
I have a coworker that I mog brutally he's below avg
Also lower IQ than me
And he is fearless low inhib flirts with hot girls.
Doesn't let small things effect him.
And he does well in many areas

 

[JustBeCurry]

looks leads to positive validation growing up and a healthy brain, but if you ugly then no validation and after surgeries you will still be fucked like Amnesia

 

[Deleted member 5634]

No matter what happens to me I will never be happy

 

[MrMeeseeksLookAtM]

looks leads to positive validation growing up and a healthy brain, but if you ugly then no validation and after surgeries you will still be fucked like Amnesia

LOL I was ugly/avg in school, now I look good
R.i.p

 

[Deleted member 8765]

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