When you’re lost, you do weird pointless shit

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When your purpose isn’t clear and you’re just waiting and lost and fucked up, you just do random shit and don’t think things through.

dor example you would get in a car and sleep outside your ex girlfriends house with no food or money

or you’ll go to a random parking lot and just sit there or start crying

Just complete random stuff

it’s like finishing a video game…once you’re done you’re kinda like “now what?” Except my game never is complete because my game is defective and fucked up and never even started
 
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Lost
 
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When your purpose isn’t clear and you’re just waiting and lost and fucked up, you just do random shit and don’t think things through.

dor example you would get in a car and sleep outside your ex girlfriends house with no food or money

or you’ll go to a random parking lot and just sit there or start crying

Just complete random stuff

it’s like finishing a video game…once you’re done you’re kinda like “now what?” Except my game never is complete because my game is defective and fucked up and never even started
I've been there I've done that
 
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I don't do random stuff in that situation. I just do fuck all.
 
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true
 
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but in my case I would swap lost with option-less
 
When I was 17 it was my first break up, I would go up to mountains, look at the stars and think falling stars were signs that we were gonna be back together.

I would sleep in the desert in my car and walk around the cold at night with no light or jacket yelling at the sky and the moon.

Shits just primal i think.
 
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Yep I've done some things that I'm gonna have to take to the grave :Comfy:
 
When your purpose isn’t clear and you’re just waiting and lost and fucked up, you just do random shit and don’t think things through.

dor example you would get in a car and sleep outside your ex girlfriends house with no food or money

or you’ll go to a random parking lot and just sit there or start crying

Just complete random stuff

it’s like finishing a video game…once you’re done you’re kinda like “now what?” Except my game never is complete because my game is defective and fucked up and never even started
Yes it fucks u up like crazy.

I told one of my quants to stop writing code to improve his ML models and made him go stand outside my oneitis house and count how many people go up and down the street and which age group and gender and when there were peoe of my oneitis age and race and gender take picture of them and who with and said we can use this to backrest consumer flow. The poor ricecel did it as well and told other ricelets and currycels oh I can see why Chinacurry is so respected by senior management his methods are so unorthodox. And this was on a Saturday.

Last week I bought a £10 bag of walnuts and sat at my desk smashing them with a paperweight. And everyone was getting pissed off but said nothing. Sure they think I am crazy.

@danielwu u have oneitis issues, u done any crazy shit cos Ur lost???
 
u have oneitis issues, u done any crazy shit cos Ur lost???
I stalked her for almost a month before she moved in with her chad husband and see if I can “rape” her....really crave for her physically and that shit kills me
Another crazy thing to do is I knew one of her trips, and bought the same flight ticket like hers and pretended i was also heading there hoping we can travel together. Clearly it didnt work out, and cost me 5k+ usd (flight and hotel) for nothing
 
I stalked her for almost a month before she moved in with her chad husband and see if I can “rape” her....really crave for her physically and that shit kills me
Another crazy thing to do is I knew one of her trips, and bought the same flight ticket like hers and pretended i was also heading there hoping we can travel together. Clearly it didnt work out, and cost me 5k+ usd (flight and hotel) for nothing
Oh damn bro that's crazy. There's too many lurkers here, feds and shit, I'll PM u
 
I don't get it
Hope you feel better now 🙏
 
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When I was 17 it was my first break up, I would go up to mountains, look at the stars and think falling stars were signs that we were gonna be back together.

I would sleep in the desert in my car and walk around the cold at night with no light or jacket yelling at the sky and the moon.

Shits just primal i think.
That's sad ngl :cry: but I had a much more sad life... Much more sad.... abused as a child at 8,hit by car.. always bullied....many break ups and failures like this.... u had nothing what I had. . . . Nothing but still I have a heart.
 

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