where do I go from here

[maxilofailo]

I’m about to enter my second year of uni

I’ve hung out with no one this entire summer.
No calls. No iMessage group chats. No parties. Nothing.

Nothing but rot in my room.
And this was after rotting in my room for a previous 4 months at college.

I have to go back today and I don’t want to z it’s just gonna be the same thing again. Getting mogged to death while having to deal with the debt and no pussy/friends.


Man, I am really starting to consider roping at the end of the year. I’m 19, I don’t know if I can carry on like this. This loneliness, the intensity of it has been too
Much to carry. Ever since being 17, it’s just been so empty and lonely.

 

[nathan]

drink alcohol to become low inhib and approach all of the people at your uni

 

[NoLongerHuman]

become a monk