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I always thought it was over for me. I always thought I had shit coordination, that I would never be able to do anything, that I was less intelligent than everyone else. That I was subhuman looking, and at the bottom of EVERYTHING in terms of childhood development, my looks, my experiences in life.
Recently as many of you know I joined the military and my life has taken a change for the better. I've noticed I am not nearly as retarded as I thought I am. I don't think like other people. An issue I do have, is if I'm not on nofap, I'm a retard and can't think for shit. When I'm on nofap I have extreme mental clarity and can frame my sentences in real life and articulate what I mean in a way that normies respect. Literally when I talked before people would ignore me. Now I notice after the way I act, look, and do things, people respect me. Literally when I start talking now I've noticed people IMMEDIATELY stop talking, even if I cut them off, every time. It feels good.
On top of this, when I go out now, really pretty girls actually look at me. I credit this to accutane, leanmaxxing, and fashionmaxxing. Yesterday I played dodge ball with some new friends and a girl and the girl thought I was a god because I could dodge like 8 fucking balls at once then snipe kids at the same time. People were shouting whenever I did something crazy. It was a lot of fun and we all had fun.
ive learned a little now how to act around women, im not nearly as much as cultured yet as I would like to be, but I'm slowly improving my social skills, success in life, experience, and abilities. And I thought it was over for me, and that I would never have any of this. What a difference actually doing what I needed to do made.
i always knew i just needed to do nofap, leanmaxx, and stay disciplined. i was suicidal and depressed for about 2 years before this. now my ego and narcissism is huge in real life and people laugh at how egodriven I am. I act the same exact way on this site as is person and normies and girls at least think I'm hilarious.
I got invited to a party with these guys in a week once again, things are looking up.
theres hope but you have to find it in yourself first, then put yourself out there.
You too can feel the way I do now, and only you know what steps you need to take to get there. But you need to not only looksmax, but improve your mental state. Normies respect a person with high self esteem. I showed that and now they treat me with respect. Never let them think you think bad about yourself, never let them see any weakness in you, show fearlessness, chillness, and an ability to overcome challenges with ease and they fucking love that.
I am one of the only posters now on this site that are serious about self improvement, if some of you joke around in the comments unnecessarily or say didn't read, I still hope you end up as happy as I am.
Recently as many of you know I joined the military and my life has taken a change for the better. I've noticed I am not nearly as retarded as I thought I am. I don't think like other people. An issue I do have, is if I'm not on nofap, I'm a retard and can't think for shit. When I'm on nofap I have extreme mental clarity and can frame my sentences in real life and articulate what I mean in a way that normies respect. Literally when I talked before people would ignore me. Now I notice after the way I act, look, and do things, people respect me. Literally when I start talking now I've noticed people IMMEDIATELY stop talking, even if I cut them off, every time. It feels good.
On top of this, when I go out now, really pretty girls actually look at me. I credit this to accutane, leanmaxxing, and fashionmaxxing. Yesterday I played dodge ball with some new friends and a girl and the girl thought I was a god because I could dodge like 8 fucking balls at once then snipe kids at the same time. People were shouting whenever I did something crazy. It was a lot of fun and we all had fun.
ive learned a little now how to act around women, im not nearly as much as cultured yet as I would like to be, but I'm slowly improving my social skills, success in life, experience, and abilities. And I thought it was over for me, and that I would never have any of this. What a difference actually doing what I needed to do made.
i always knew i just needed to do nofap, leanmaxx, and stay disciplined. i was suicidal and depressed for about 2 years before this. now my ego and narcissism is huge in real life and people laugh at how egodriven I am. I act the same exact way on this site as is person and normies and girls at least think I'm hilarious.
I got invited to a party with these guys in a week once again, things are looking up.
theres hope but you have to find it in yourself first, then put yourself out there.
You too can feel the way I do now, and only you know what steps you need to take to get there. But you need to not only looksmax, but improve your mental state. Normies respect a person with high self esteem. I showed that and now they treat me with respect. Never let them think you think bad about yourself, never let them see any weakness in you, show fearlessness, chillness, and an ability to overcome challenges with ease and they fucking love that.
I am one of the only posters now on this site that are serious about self improvement, if some of you joke around in the comments unnecessarily or say didn't read, I still hope you end up as happy as I am.
