thekey
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If im walking down the sidewalk, and my destination is 100m away, and someone is coming the opposite direction, I will take the nearest turn to get off the sidewalk, whether that may be across the road, or a parking lot. This fucks me over so much, as it takes me extra long to get to the place I need to be, I am taking fucking longcuts instead of shortcuts. And whenever I cant avoid the person walking in front of me, I cant help but smile. Not smile at the person, but smile like I just saw something funny. This makes everything terrible, as I dont want people to think I'm laughing at them.
I also smile randomly just listening to people. My teacher is lecturing me, smile, my dad's yelling at me, smile. It makes it look like im laughing at them, and I cant help it. There is nothing funny at all. I can hardly speak to my parents sometimes, its so awkward talking to them, and I purposely never call my friends because its so awkward talking to them. I have ruined multiple relationships because if this.
The reason im even on this forum was so girls can come up to me. I've had this problem for a while, and I dont see myself getting a girlfriend anytime soon due to this. I could never cold approach a girl, or even text one on Snapchat. If a girl doesn't come up to me, I am single for the rest of my life. I dont know what it is, I was never like this, I dont know what happened to my mindset, but im so afraid of being judged, and thats the reason Im so afraid of people.
Someone give me a solution. This problem is draining, and I dont want to be Chad, just to get a girl. I dont even have that bad of a base. I naturally have long eyebrows and eyelashes, and a good frame. I am pretty tall for my age, and I fraud with height boosters. There is no reason I should be on this forum, but that I need to ascend even more so that girls come up to me. Obviously im not some super htn like im speaking of myself, but I would say im above average. Most of you will call this cope, or water, and I dont even know why im talking about my looks at this point, you guys will dnr anyways. To get back on track,
How do I stop being afraid of people.
I also smile randomly just listening to people. My teacher is lecturing me, smile, my dad's yelling at me, smile. It makes it look like im laughing at them, and I cant help it. There is nothing funny at all. I can hardly speak to my parents sometimes, its so awkward talking to them, and I purposely never call my friends because its so awkward talking to them. I have ruined multiple relationships because if this.
The reason im even on this forum was so girls can come up to me. I've had this problem for a while, and I dont see myself getting a girlfriend anytime soon due to this. I could never cold approach a girl, or even text one on Snapchat. If a girl doesn't come up to me, I am single for the rest of my life. I dont know what it is, I was never like this, I dont know what happened to my mindset, but im so afraid of being judged, and thats the reason Im so afraid of people.
Someone give me a solution. This problem is draining, and I dont want to be Chad, just to get a girl. I dont even have that bad of a base. I naturally have long eyebrows and eyelashes, and a good frame. I am pretty tall for my age, and I fraud with height boosters. There is no reason I should be on this forum, but that I need to ascend even more so that girls come up to me. Obviously im not some super htn like im speaking of myself, but I would say im above average. Most of you will call this cope, or water, and I dont even know why im talking about my looks at this point, you guys will dnr anyways. To get back on track,
How do I stop being afraid of people.
