Why am I always, always lonely?

[SchrodingersRaptor]

Islam is the answer

I already didn't drink so maybe it was a sign

 

[mog_or_be_mogged]

I fully agree. Looksmaxxing is great but only to a certain point. People with 10 times lower SMV than me get way more women than I do

yeah makes no sense

 

[SchrodingersRaptor]

yeah makes no sense

There should be a guide on "socialmaxxing" but I feel like I'm already social enough. I talk to people and make women laugh but I never seem to go the extra mile and actually get their interest.

 

[humanoidsub7]

Are you HTN at least?

 

[mog_or_be_mogged]

There should be a guide on "socialmaxxing" but I feel like I'm already social enough. I talk to people and make women laugh but I never seem to go the extra mile and actually get their interest.

nah im autistic as shit I just tell foids to fuck off and kill themselves

 

[mog_or_be_mogged]

nah im autistic as shit I just tell foids to fuck off and kill themselves

brootal autism pill

 

[SchrodingersRaptor]

Are you HTN at least?

Idk... prolly getting there

 

[SchrodingersRaptor]

nah im autistic as shit I just tell foids to fuck off and kill themselves

too real

 

[SchrodingersRaptor]

brootal autism pill

I'm too social around people I "like" and shut up in other circles. Like I feel like I actually change personalities hourly

 

[cheerio]

This is so true. Except I've grown distant from pretty much everyone smh

just go out and be social, thats all i did i found a group of autists just like me lmao

 

[cheerio]

I'm too social around people I "like" and shut up in other circles. Like I feel like I actually change personalities hourly

literally me

 

[mumtazfaza11]

I went to a party tonight that people at my high school organized and thought I would have fun. Actually, I wanted to have fun, mostly because this is my senior year and I will graduate soon, and I did not want to graduate without going to a party in all of high school. I was not happy during or after the party, the only thing that gave me a rush was the fact that I prepared myself by wearing nice clothes, looking good, maybe getting the chance to talk to people (including girls).

Now, I cannot sleep. I'm thinking of the time I have wasted. What did it all mean? I did not really talk with any of the girls and the only ones I talked to were drunk out of their minds. I realize now that I really have no friends. Many people said hello to me or asked me how I was, yes, but it was all superficial. I knew better than to simply get drunk like the rest.

In the middle of the party, I noticed that a girl I liked also got drunk to the point where she could not walk. I was shocked again ("she's different bro, trust me") despite the fact that women have always disappointed me. As I was walking nearby, she got up and kind of fell on me. Her friend (200 lbs short "lady") told me "lay off" her immediately while I literally did nothing but try to hold her hand. She then sat down and I simply looked at her for a brief moment.

I really do not think I will ever go to a party again. Every other boy in my grade went with a girl and I saw them having so much fun. Some people were wasted, the others were simply dancing. Although I went with a friend, he and I did not hang out much during the party. He was texting a girl. At that moment, I felt so, so lonely in a massive crowd of people.

Why am I always lonely? Why can I not be happy with the things other people take for granted?

I've had this question for a while now. In the beginning, I was fat, ugly, unathletic, etc. I looksmaxxed and successfully changed after years. Now, I look better, am taller, more successful than 90% of the boys who have a girlfriend or even simply are widely accepted by the rest. I'm not bragging when I say this, I wish I was though, because that would give me hope that I could perhaps change only one or two things in my life and then become popular.

After the party, my mother asked me if I had the chance to dance or talk with girls. I had to shrug it off.

I am almost 18, all of my life was spent with loneliness, at home, at school, at wherever. I do NOT know what to do anymore. I don't even know what to feel. I'm convinced that I didn't do anything wrong, however. The other day, I saw some videos of 30+ virgins who had never had girlfriends. I think I will become one of them.

As a final point, I want to express that I do not even really want a girlfriend anymore. I only want some people to care about me and actually consider me as a person, by taking me into their friend group. "Hey bud, would you like to come and play X or Y with us?" "Wanna go do something?" ... -- You get the idea.

I went to a party tonight that people at my high school organized and thought I would have fun. Actually, I wanted to have fun, mostly because this is my senior year and I will graduate soon, and I did not want to graduate without going to a party in all of high school. I was not happy during or after the party, the only thing that gave me a rush was the fact that I prepared myself by wearing nice clothes, looking good, maybe getting the chance to talk to people (including girls).

Now, I cannot sleep. I'm thinking of the time I have wasted. What did it all mean? I did not really talk with any of the girls and the only ones I talked to were drunk out of their minds. I realize now that I really have no friends. Many people said hello to me or asked me how I was, yes, but it was all superficial. I knew better than to simply get drunk like the rest.

In the middle of the party, I noticed that a girl I liked also got drunk to the point where she could not walk. I was shocked again ("she's different bro, trust me") despite the fact that women have always disappointed me. As I was walking nearby, she got up and kind of fell on me. Her friend (200 lbs short "lady") told me "lay off" her immediately while I literally did nothing but try to hold her hand. She then sat down and I simply looked at her for a brief moment.

I really do not think I will ever go to a party again. Every other boy in my grade went with a girl and I saw them having so much fun. Some people were wasted, the others were simply dancing. Although I went with a friend, he and I did not hang out much during the party. He was texting a girl. At that moment, I felt so, so lonely in a massive crowd of people.

Why am I always lonely? Why can I not be happy with the things other people take for granted?

I've had this question for a while now. In the beginning, I was fat, ugly, unathletic, etc. I looksmaxxed and successfully changed after years. Now, I look better, am taller, more successful than 90% of the boys who have a girlfriend or even simply are widely accepted by the rest. I'm not bragging when I say this, I wish I was though, because that would give me hope that I could perhaps change only one or two things in my life and then become popular.

After the party, my mother asked me if I had the chance to dance or talk with girls. I had to shrug it off.

I am almost 18, all of my life was spent with loneliness, at home, at school, at wherever. I do NOT know what to do anymore. I don't even know what to feel. I'm convinced that I didn't do anything wrong, however. The other day, I saw some videos of 30+ virgins who had never had girlfriends. I think I will become one of them.

As a final point, I want to express that I do not even really want a girlfriend anymore. I only want some people to care about me and actually consider me as a person, by taking me into their friend group. "Hey bud, would you like to come and play X or Y with us?" "Wanna go do something?" ... -- You get the idea.

I get how

I went to a party tonight that people at my high school organized and thought I would have fun. Actually, I wanted to have fun, mostly because this is my senior year and I will graduate soon, and I did not want to graduate without going to a party in all of high school. I was not happy during or after the party, the only thing that gave me a rush was the fact that I prepared myself by wearing nice clothes, looking good, maybe getting the chance to talk to people (including girls).

Now, I cannot sleep. I'm thinking of the time I have wasted. What did it all mean? I did not really talk with any of the girls and the only ones I talked to were drunk out of their minds. I realize now that I really have no friends. Many people said hello to me or asked me how I was, yes, but it was all superficial. I knew better than to simply get drunk like the rest.

In the middle of the party, I noticed that a girl I liked also got drunk to the point where she could not walk. I was shocked again ("she's different bro, trust me") despite the fact that women have always disappointed me. As I was walking nearby, she got up and kind of fell on me. Her friend (200 lbs short "lady") told me "lay off" her immediately while I literally did nothing but try to hold her hand. She then sat down and I simply looked at her for a brief moment.

I really do not think I will ever go to a party again. Every other boy in my grade went with a girl and I saw them having so much fun. Some people were wasted, the others were simply dancing. Although I went with a friend, he and I did not hang out much during the party. He was texting a girl. At that moment, I felt so, so lonely in a massive crowd of people.

Why am I always lonely? Why can I not be happy with the things other people take for granted?

I've had this question for a while now. In the beginning, I was fat, ugly, unathletic, etc. I looksmaxxed and successfully changed after years. Now, I look better, am taller, more successful than 90% of the boys who have a girlfriend or even simply are widely accepted by the rest. I'm not bragging when I say this, I wish I was though, because that would give me hope that I could perhaps change only one or two things in my life and then become popular.

After the party, my mother asked me if I had the chance to dance or talk with girls. I had to shrug it off.

I am almost 18, all of my life was spent with loneliness, at home, at school, at wherever. I do NOT know what to do anymore. I don't even know what to feel. I'm convinced that I didn't do anything wrong, however. The other day, I saw some videos of 30+ virgins who had never had girlfriends. I think I will become one of them.

As a final point, I want to express that I do not even really want a girlfriend anymore. I only want some people to care about me and actually consider me as a person, by taking me into their friend group. "Hey bud, would you like to come and play X or Y with us?" "Wanna go do something?" ... -- You get the

I went to a party tonight that people at my high school organized and thought I would have fun. Actually, I wanted to have fun, mostly because this is my senior year and I will graduate soon, and I did not want to graduate without going to a party in all of high school. I was not happy during or after the party, the only thing that gave me a rush was the fact that I prepared myself by wearing nice clothes, looking good, maybe getting the chance to talk to people (including girls).

Now, I cannot sleep. I'm thinking of the time I have wasted. What did it all mean? I did not really talk with any of the girls and the only ones I talked to were drunk out of their minds. I realize now that I really have no friends. Many people said hello to me or asked me how I was, yes, but it was all superficial. I knew better than to simply get drunk like the rest.

In the middle of the party, I noticed that a girl I liked also got drunk to the point where she could not walk. I was shocked again ("she's different bro, trust me") despite the fact that women have always disappointed me. As I was walking nearby, she got up and kind of fell on me. Her friend (200 lbs short "lady") told me "lay off" her immediately while I literally did nothing but try to hold her hand. She then sat down and I simply looked at her for a brief moment.

I really do not think I will ever go to a party again. Every other boy in my grade went with a girl and I saw them having so much fun. Some people were wasted, the others were simply dancing. Although I went with a friend, he and I did not hang out much during the party. He was texting a girl. At that moment, I felt so, so lonely in a massive crowd of people.

Why am I always lonely? Why can I not be happy with the things other people take for granted?

I've had this question for a while now. In the beginning, I was fat, ugly, unathletic, etc. I looksmaxxed and successfully changed after years. Now, I look better, am taller, more successful than 90% of the boys who have a girlfriend or even simply are widely accepted by the rest. I'm not bragging when I say this, I wish I was though, because that would give me hope that I could perhaps change only one or two things in my life and then become popular.

After the party, my mother asked me if I had the chance to dance or talk with girls. I had to shrug it off.

I am almost 18, all of my life was spent with loneliness, at home, at school, at wherever. I do NOT know what to do anymore. I don't even know what to feel. I'm convinced that I didn't do anything wrong, however. The other day, I saw some videos of 30+ virgins who had never had girlfriends. I think I will become one of them.

As a final point, I want to express that I do not even really want a girlfriend anymore. I only want some people to care about me and actually consider me as a person, by taking me into their friend group. "Hey bud, would you like to come and play X or Y with us?" "Wanna go do something?" ... -- You get the idea.

I know how it felt like ive had no friends in school in 10th grade and been bullied before and i know how suck and lonely it felt if you want someone to talk too about anything you can hmu

 

[polishcel]

I went to a party tonight that people at my high school organized and thought I would have fun. Actually, I wanted to have fun, mostly because this is my senior year and I will graduate soon, and I did not want to graduate without going to a party in all of high school. I was not happy during or after the party, the only thing that gave me a rush was the fact that I prepared myself by wearing nice clothes, looking good, maybe getting the chance to talk to people (including girls).

Now, I amst 18, all of my life was spent with loneliness, at home, at school, at wherever. I do NOT know what to do anymore. I don't even know what to feel. I'm convinced that I didn't do anything wrong, however. The other day, I saw some videos of 30+ virgins who had never had girlfriends. I think I will become one of them.

As a final point, I want to express that I do not even really want a girlfriend anymore.

I feel the same.

 

[Pikabro]

The reality is I never had an in to build real bonds. If you have no life outside of work/school/home all you can really do is gossip, talk about bullshit topics etc. There’s no room for bonding over shared lifestyle and hobbies and growing with people etc

 

[SchrodingersRaptor]

The reality is I never had an in to build real bonds. If you have no life outside of work/school/home all you can really do is gossip, talk about bullshit topics etc. There’s no room for bonding over shared lifestyle and hobbies and growing with people etc

What you said is so true. I couldn't agree more.

 

[SchrodingersRaptor]

I get how



I know how it felt like ive had no friends in school in 10th grade and been bullied before and i know how suck and lonely it felt if you want someone to talk too about anything you can hmu

Thank you man. A lot of men like us feel the same way all over the world. We're definitely not alone.

 

[mumtazfaza11]

Thank you man. A lot of men like us feel the same way all over the world. We're definitely not

Thank you man. A lot of men like us feel the same way all over the world. We're definitely not alone.

For sure i hope itll get better for u

 

[mogstars]

abused dog trait

 

[mogstars]

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hes a schizo simp in that movie

gets rejected by milf MTB then literally dies for JB HTB without clapping any cheeks

 

[blonde chad]

I’ve had a similar experience to you, there’s always a sense of doubt whenever something like this happens, it usually happens to be there for a reason, listen to ur gut next time

what do u mean bro, elaborate on more to listening to gut

 

[Deleted member 89153]

Kind of a mental issue, I have the same.