Why am I holding onto this life?

[momoil]

Serious I genuinely have nothing to live for. I’m 18 years old got like 500usd to my name broke essentially no friends i’m LTN and i’m 5’9 just brutal life. My father is an asshole and my mother is poor and disabled. I don’t want to go to university as i’m ltn antisocial nd nigger. I live in the UK just subhuman country nothing to do no where to go the weather is shit no sun for months just fucking shithole life why am i not roping and ending this misery

 

[copester2]

ok

 

[RussianWarCriminal]

Best thing you can do is to live your life as best you can and with dignity. Always remember that the jews want you dead, so spite them by remaining alive.

 

[WrothEnd]

Serious I genuinely have nothing to live for. I’m 18 years old got like 500usd to my name broke essentially no friends i’m LTN and i’m 5’9 just brutal life. My father is an asshole and my mother is poor and disabled. I don’t want to go to university as i’m ltn antisocial nd nigger. I live in the UK just subhuman country nothing to do no where to go the weather is shit no sun for months just fucking shithole life why am i not roping and ending this misery

I'm in a simillar position and I feel like this a lot of time. Reality is, you sound like the average person. My advice would be to make the best out of your situation as much as you can. Because what's the alternative? Either pitty yourself or kill yourself, both bad options, so the only resonable thing is to try to improve as much as you can. You never know what happens.

I get that the life of an average guy is pretty miserable and pointless, but I think it's still worth living for the small highlights.

Do you have any goals/dreams?

 

[Frizbreeze]

don't go to university get into trades like HVAC and then invest in a Stocks and Shares ISA and then retire when you're 50 living with millions to do wtv the fuck you want. The money you get from HVAC you can use to ascend.