Why am I like this

[Deleted member 86015]

I thought adolescence was going to be the best stage of my life. Now, at 17, I can say that my life is miserable because of how ugly, short, neurodivergent, and weird I am. Not a single kiss from any girl in my life, I barely go out with friends, let alone with women. I hate looking at myself in the mirror, I hate people seeing me. Meanwhile, 95% of my classmates are having a good social life without stressing so much about their appearance, while the only thing I think about all day is getting surgery on my face.
Nothing will give me back the time I lost in my adolescence. It's over.
Not trying to be corny I just need to let this out of me somehow because irl I wont tell anyone lol

 

[Deleted member 1813]

Lol once I read 17 i was like this nigga is fucking stupid

Then i saw short and said its over

We’ll pray for you lil nigga

 

[FiendFiend]

I thought adolescence was going to be the best stage of my life. Now, at 17, I can say that my life is miserable because of how ugly, short, neurodivergent, and weird I am. Not a single kiss from any girl in my life, I barely go out with friends, let alone with women. I hate looking at myself in the mirror, I hate people seeing me. Meanwhile, 95% of my classmates are having a good social life without stressing so much about their appearance, while the only thing I think about all day is getting surgery on my face.
Nothing will give me back the time I lost in my adolescence. It's over.
Not trying to be corny I just need to let this out of me somehow because irl I wont tell anyone lol

were u good looking as a jitt? if not yeah tbf never began

 

[Deleted member 86015]

Lol once I read 17 i was like this nigga is fucking stupid

Then i saw short and said its over

We’ll pray for you lil nigga

So funny bro tbh

 

[Deleted member 86015]

were u good looking as a jitt? if not yeah tbf never began

Never began

 

[Oxastro]

I thought adolescence was going to be the best stage of my life. Now, at 17, I can say that my life is miserable because of how ugly, short, neurodivergent, and weird I am. Not a single kiss from any girl in my life, I barely go out with friends, let alone with women. I hate looking at myself in the mirror, I hate people seeing me. Meanwhile, 95% of my classmates are having a good social life without stressing so much about their appearance, while the only thing I think about all day is getting surgery on my face.
Nothing will give me back the time I lost in my adolescence. It's over.
Not trying to be corny I just need to let this out of me somehow because irl I wont tell anyone lol

Stop thinking about surgery, in the long run you will ruin your brain and critize even the tiny things that no one sees. Stay strong bro and get out of the org pls

 

[Deleted member 86015]

Stop thinking about surgery, in the long run you will ruin your brain and critize even the tiny things that no one sees. Stay strong bro and get out of the org pls

My brain is already ruined and I only want to like what I see in the mirror someday

 

[getAlLifeMaxxing]

relax nigga ur life isn't over you aren't even in your twenties.

Tackle one problem at a time, what else are you going to do to create a life you are satisfied with? Stop complaining.

 

[Deleted member 86015]

relax nigga ur life isn't over you aren't even in your twenties.

Tackle one problem at a time, what else are you going to do to create a life you are satisfied with? Stop complaining.

Im already improving tbh im glad