Why am i like this

[aascendism]

highschool started for me about 4 months ago back in September, i remember before highschool started i told myself that this year i wanted to put myself out there more and be myself like how i am outside of school.

In my block one class theres this person who i know i have the same intrests as and i know we would be hella good friends but i havent said a single word to them. They have put the effort to follow me on TikTok wich i know they searched up because we have no mutuals, and figure out my name and get there friend to involve me in conversations. They always stare at me when im not looking and we have been making eye contact since the FIRST day of school outside so i mean it’s obvious there intrested in forming a friendship. The only problem is they already have a friend in that class and i hate to budge myself into convos, and whenever i do get alone time with this person i cant get myself to speak and i hate myself for all the failed oppurtunities ive had because now i only have about 10 more days in a class with this person and we have no classes together next semester.

I know this seems stupid and alot to read but i hate how i have zero social skills, i hate how people probaly perceive me as rude or a loser. Im not sure what to do

 

[iana]

holding eye contact with another man is so queer, hes deffo a benny

 

[aascendism]

holding eye contact with another man is so queer, hes deffo a benny

its a girl acctually

 

[iana]

its a girl acctually

then stop being a freak and speak to her you weirdo

 

[aascendism]

then stop being a freak and speak to her you weirdo

She sits with her friend during class it would be awkward to budge in also i would not know what to say at all

 

[iana]

She sits with her friend during class it would be awkward to budge in also i would not know what to say at all

you wouldnt be awkward just ask her to hang out after class, or try get her attention when youre leaving class

 

[aascendism]

you wouldnt be awkward just ask her to hang out after class, or try get her attention when youre leaving class

Alright ill try to work up the courage to try this tomorrow before its too late

 

[iana]

Alright ill try to work up the courage to try this tomorrow before its too late

just dont be a faggot and do it, there is physically no way she declines lmao. update me tomorrow, i'll be waiting

 

[aascendism]

just dont be a faggot and do it, there is physically no way she declines lmao. update me tomorrow, i'll be waiting

She wasnt at school yesterday but ill try on monday ig since its my last week in her class

 

[fatblackjewishwoman]

highschool started for me about 4 months ago back in September, i remember before highschool started i told myself that this year i wanted to put myself out there more and be myself like how i am outside of school.

In my block one class theres this person who i know i have the same intrests as and i know we would be hella good friends but i havent said a single word to them. They have put the effort to follow me on TikTok wich i know they searched up because we have no mutuals, and figure out my name and get there friend to involve me in conversations. They always stare at me when im not looking and we have been making eye contact since the FIRST day of school outside so i mean it’s obvious there intrested in forming a friendship. The only problem is they already have a friend in that class and i hate to budge myself into convos, and whenever i do get alone time with this person i cant get myself to speak and i hate myself for all the failed oppurtunities ive had because now i only have about 10 more days in a class with this person and we have no classes together next semester.

I know this seems stupid and alot to read but i hate how i have zero social skills, i hate how people probaly perceive me as rude or a loser. Im not sure what to do

if she took time out of her day to search you up on tt, then man up and just talk to her

 

[iana]

She wasnt at school yesterday but ill try on monday ig since its my last week in her class

keep me updated brah

 

[bqkan]

so?

 

[true_subhuman_here]

dnr kill yourself with that roblox avi