Why am I so miserable

[Quiintesssence.]

I just feel like everyday I rot, not even just talking about being on this forum but like I am barely living.

I’ve had sex before and I have a mtb gf that would let me fuck if I asked but I just don’t want to anymore. And I just push her away

I make okay money for my age and I’m independent kinda, and I’m not that ugly I don’t think. Kind of a water/venting thread but I know one of these days I need to get up and do something. Maybe tomorrow lol

 

[big Rick]

ur unhealthy

 

[Heretic]

You have scoliosis

 

[Quiintesssence.]

You have scoliosis

Thankssss for the reminder bhai yeah kinda have been feeling this way ever since I got diagnosed

 

[Jimcel]

ur unhealthy

Showing off your 139 iq i see

 

[Jimcel]

ur unhealthy

didnt realise i already commented on this, so tired

 

[Quiintesssence.]

Showing off ur high iq here

Why did you say this twice and I ignored that grey for a reason

 

[Jimcel]

Why did you say this twice and I ignored that grey for a reason

No sleep tonight plus on stims

 

[user1374893383663]

I have a mtb gf

Just fuck off

 

[Quiintesssence.]

No sleep tonight plus on stims

What’s your timezone

 

[Jimcel]

What’s your timezone

GMT

 

[Quiintesssence.]

GMT

Atleast it’s the weekend

 

[Jimcel]

Atleast it’s the weekend

This is all in attempt to fix my sleep schedule in time for college.

All this to sleep 8pm tmr night then 2 am the night after

 

[Quiintesssence.]

This is all in attempt to fix my sleep schedule in time for college.

All this to sleep 8pm tmr night then 2 am the night after

Your probably gonna fall asleep earlier and be worser off but it’s whatever

 

[Jimcel]

Your probably gonna fall asleep earlier and be worser off but it’s whatever

Out all day tmr well later

 

[iblamechico]

maybe kys

 

[Quiintesssence.]

Out all day tmr well later

I think I’m gonna go out and to the gym tommorow I was actually putting on muscle when I was boxing and working out. I then decided to rely on Reta solely and become a skinny cell for facial aesthetics but I’m not 1 ina million so I just fucked myself over

 

[Quiintesssence.]

maybe kys

Possibly

 

[Jimcel]

I think I’m gonna go out and to the gym tommorow I was actually putting on muscle when I was boxing and working out. I then decided to rely on Reta solely and become a skinny cell for facial aesthetics but I’m not 1 ina million so I just fucked myself over

Oh damn, you putting muscle back on then?

 

[iblamexyz]

I just feel like everyday I rot, not even just talking about being on this forum but like I am barely living.

I’ve had sex before and I have a mtb gf that would let me fuck if I asked but I just don’t want to anymore. And I just push her away

I make okay money for my age and I’m independent kinda, and I’m not that ugly I don’t think. Kind of a water/venting thread but I know one of these days I need to get up and do something. Maybe tomorrow lol

Honestly bro it's because you lack authortity n God

in your life

 

[Quiintesssence.]

Oh damn, you putting muscle back on then?

Yeah I gained like 2 pounds of muscle and my arms and shoulders looked good

I’m probably just gonna do a cycle of roids I’m already on all these other pharmaceuticals and injectables

 

[ReccesedSlavic]

I just feel like everyday I rot, not even just talking about being on this forum but like I am barely living.

I’ve had sex before and I have a mtb gf that would let me fuck if I asked but I just don’t want to anymore. And I just push her away

I make okay money for my age and I’m independent kinda, and I’m not that ugly I don’t think. Kind of a water/venting thread but I know one of these days I need to get up and do something. Maybe tomorrow lol

Idk I prolly mog you

 

[ReccesedSlavic]

Mog

 

[Quiintesssence.]

Honestly bro it's because you lack authortity n God

in your life

No I love God bro. A reason I’ve strayed away from sex is because of him, I literally just bought a new version of a bible for me to read

 

[Quiintesssence.]

Mog

I mog the fuck out of you little gray cel, even with this frauded ass picture

 

[ReccesedSlavic]

I mog the fuck out of you little gray cel, even with this frauded ass picture

How name one flaw?

 

[iblamexyz]

No I love God bro. A reason I’ve strayed away from sex is because of him, I literally just bought a new version of a bible for me to read

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damn bro mirin

honeslty bro ur not falling God ur falling into sexual sin

Look this isn't me condeming me, I felt peace when I've been off the forum and focused more on Christ

 

[Quiintesssence.]

How name one flaw?

This isn’t rating this is off topic you ugly fucker leave my thread

 

[Ascending2Tyrone]

find your meaning

 

[ReccesedSlavic]

This isn’t rating this is off topic you ugly fucker leave my thread

So it’s a mog

 

[Quiintesssence.]

damn bro mirin

honeslty bro ur not falling God ur falling into sexual sin

Look this isn't me condeming me, I felt peace when I've been off the forum and focused more on Christ

Idk I kinda got no friends so I rely on this forum

 

[iblamexyz]

Idk I kinda got no friends so I rely on this thread

all good I also have bro

are you plugged into a local chruch?

 

[Quiintesssence.]

all good I also have bro

are you plugged into a local chruch?

Sometimes but it’s hard for me to sit through services, I used to be in this thing called f3 where we would workout together and then fellowship about God which I prefer more and it ended

 

[pajeet03]

I just feel like everyday I rot, not even just talking about being on this forum but like I am barely living.

I’ve had sex before and I have a mtb gf that would let me fuck if I asked but I just don’t want to anymore. And I just push her away

I make okay money for my age and I’m independent kinda, and I’m not that ugly I don’t think. Kind of a water/venting thread but I know one of these days I need to get up and do something. Maybe tomorrow lol

stop coping and eat humans natural diet to become energetic and healthy

 

[iblamexyz]

Sometimes but it’s hard for me to sit through services, I used to be in this thing called f3 where we would workout together and then fellowship about God which I prefer more and it ended

damn bro I am sorry to hear that

I'll be praying for you brah, I hope that maybe you can check out another church more

or do commuity elsewhere

 

[Quiintesssence.]

stop coping and eat humans natural diet to become energetic and healthy

Bro do you know me? Why did you at me the other day and my diet is good when I do eat

 

[Quiintesssence.]

damn bro I am sorry to hear that

I'll be praying for you brah, I hope that maybe you can check out another church more

or do commuity elsewhere

Appreciate the prayers man

Haven’t met many people on this forum that believe in God so mirin especially with your post and rep ratio

I think I just need to save myself I’ve been drowning

 

[pajeet03]

Bro do you know me? Why did you at me the other day and my diet is good when I do eat

it happened 1.5 years ago and it was accident

 

[iblamexyz]

Appreciate the prayers man

Haven’t met many people on this forum that believe in God so mirin especially with your post and rep ratio

I think I just need to save myself I’ve been drowning

there's a quite a few belivers on this forum tbh

we're not as open about the gospel on here but a lot of user do genuinally belive in God

honestly bro I can't tell you some advice about muh get off the forum yada yada

a chruch commuity will really help, studying ur bible when you get it will help loads

praying and just spending more time with our father he'll direct us into a correct path

 

[Quiintesssence.]

there's a quite a few belivers on this forum tbh

we're not as open about the gospel on here but a lot of user do genuinally belive in God

honestly bro I can't tell you some advice about muh get off the forum yada yada

a chruch commuity will really help, studying ur bible when you get it will help loads

praying and just spending more time with our father he'll direct us into a correct path

If you’re a smart human being you’d realize that being off this forum would benefit you, but

I like to talk to people and have conversations and learn new things that don’t really matter and right now where I’m at in life I don’t have anybody to talk to, the only reason I was on the phone is bc one of my kinda friends needed to use my Cashapp

And my gf it’s just like idk, when I told her I wanted to go celibate she got soooo mad so I ended up giving her pipe and I regretted it, I also don’t really like talking to girls they just spit bs idk

 

[seven?]

heaven knows im miserable now

 

[Quiintesssence.]

there's a quite a few belivers on this forum tbh

we're not as open about the gospel on here but a lot of user do genuinally belive in God

honestly bro I can't tell you some advice about muh get off the forum yada yada

a chruch commuity will really help, studying ur bible when you get it will help loads

praying and just spending more time with our father he'll direct us into a correct path

Bro like I just wanna do something like so bad bro but I’m just I feel like I’m a fucking loser

 

[iblamexyz]

If you’re a smart human being you’d realize that being off this forum would benefit you, but

I like to talk to people and have conversations and learn new things that don’t really matter and right now where I’m at in life I don’t have anybody to talk to, the only reason I was on the phone is bc one of my kinda friends needed to use my Cashapp

And my gf it’s just like idk, when I told her I wanted to go celibate she got soooo mad so I ended up giving her pipe and I regretted it, I also don’t really like talking to girls they just spit bs idk

I don't want to be a hypocrite and tell you to get off this forum, because I'm on this forum.

I’ve been here long enough to understand that there have been phases of my life where I’ve used this as escapism, and I actually like that. I like that this is the one place where I can genuinely be honest, because I can’t really be that honest with the people around me. That’s kind of depressing, but it’s the truth.

This forum does have benefits, but the negatives are often overlooked. It’s nothing scary like what you see on TikTok or exaggerated online, but it does shape how you think, and those thoughts aren’t always healthy.

 

[Quiintesssence.]

I like that this is the one place where I can genuinely be honest, because I can’t really be that honest with the people around me. That’s kind of depressing, but it’s the truth.

This man, this. I can’t be my actual self with anyone not even wit my brother some of the time, Im like so reliant on him because you know we’ve been through it all together and I feel like a clingy gf to him so I just end up isolating myself.

I do believe that this forum is better than doomscrolling on tiktok, atleast you have like community here.

 

[iblamexyz]

I do believe that this forum is better than doomscrolling on tiktok, atleast you have like community here.

true

This man, this. I can’t be my actual self with anyone not even wit my brother some of the time, Im like so reliant on him because you know we’ve been through it all together and I feel like a clingy gf to him so I just end up isolating myself.

but this is why anyone is active on the forum

every active user just doesn't really have a social life so he's forced to socialize online instead.

 

[Quiintesssence.]

true

but this is why anyone is active on the forum

every active user just doesn't really have a social life so he's forced to socialize online instead.

I want to do something but instead I just sit in my room all day. One day I’ll be good one day

 

[iblamexyz]

I want to do something but instead I just sit in my room all day. One day I’ll be good one day

rotting isn't too bad bro icl

it does get lonely at times

as long as you know how to cope being by urself that's all that matters

 

[Quiintesssence.]

rotting isn't too bad bro icl

it does get lonely at times

as long as you know how to cope being by urself that's all that matters

I want to be someone bro

 

[iblamexyz]

I want to be someone bro

Than start

 

[Quiintesssence.]

Than start

I went to gym today

I used to go everyday but I stopped so im gonna be doing it everyday now