Matrix88
sensitive ND guy
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Do you relate to this?
I've been depressed for over 1 year and felt suicidal a couple of times. I'm aware of the slave life I have ahead of me. I'm nowhere near HTN and won't experience true love. And yet, the thought of ceasing to exist scares me to death (hehe).
I don't appreciate life that much, but I don't want to be gone for eternity. Maybe all I need is 10 years of rest
I've been depressed for over 1 year and felt suicidal a couple of times. I'm aware of the slave life I have ahead of me. I'm nowhere near HTN and won't experience true love. And yet, the thought of ceasing to exist scares me to death (hehe).
I don't appreciate life that much, but I don't want to be gone for eternity. Maybe all I need is 10 years of rest