Why am i suddenly caring so much abt my looks?

[Manueh]

since i was a little kid there was always a part of me that was insecure abt myself, but now that part of me has become me, entirely. It's not that i got uglier or anything, i just became more aware of things that i had never noticed before, and that awareness eventually became obsession, obsession for something people would call me crazy for even noticing, but that for me, are the reason i had never felt complete. I honestly think it all started when a friend played this prank on me, so there was this new girl in my class i found pretty attractive, and i told my friend (terrible mistake), 3 days or so pass and I get a text message from an unknown number saying that some girl in my class likes me, i ask for the name of the girl and they say the name of the girl i found attractive, of course i got super excited reading that because not only i thought she found me attractive too, but it meant that someone had finally put their attention on me, that motivated me to finally text the girl (i just took her number from the class gc) i texted her for like 3 days straight until i finally found out that my friend, along with some friends of his, had planned it all, the fake text messages from the unknown number and everything. In that moment i js sat there looking at nothing thinking abt how happy i was living in a lie, something that wouldn't had been a lie maybe if i looked better. In that same day i found out, the first bp edit popped up in my fyp, pretty huge coincidence, from that day on, so many other edits showed up in my fyp, until they just flooded it with incel memes, bp edits, and "it's over" slop. Then came the forums, the places where atleast i knew ppl would be honest instead of being nice, then the obsession with looking as good as i could, trying to fix every little flaw or assymetry I could find on my face, suddenly things that I couldn't even notice before, became the daily reason I never felt handsome. But at the end of the day I just hope this all ends soon, and I can just ldar knowing I finally ascended.

 

[Cela]

Dnr too much words

 

[Manueh]

Dnr too much words

Need a subway surfers gameplay on the side? Dopamine slop lowk frying ur brain, but here's the Tldr: I thought a girl liked me but I was played, and now I hate how I look

 

[larpingfakecel]

since i was a little kid there was always a part of me that was insecure abt myself, but now that part of me has become me, entirely. It's not that i got uglier or anything, i just became more aware of things that i had never noticed before, and that awareness eventually became obsession, obsession for something people would call me crazy for even noticing, but that for me, are the reason i had never felt complete. I honestly think it all started when a friend played this prank on me, so there was this new girl in my class i found pretty attractive, and i told my friend (terrible mistake), 3 days or so pass and I get a text message from an unknown number saying that some girl in my class likes me, i ask for the name of the girl and they say the name of the girl i found attractive, of course i got super excited reading that because not only i thought she found me attractive too, but it meant that someone had finally put their attention on me, that motivated me to finally text the girl (i just took her number from the class gc) i texted her for like 3 days straight until i finally found out that my friend, along with some friends of his, had planned it all, the fake text messages from the unknown number and everything. In that moment i js sat there looking at nothing thinking abt how happy i was living in a lie, something that wouldn't had been a lie maybe if i looked better. In that same day i found out, the first bp edit popped up in my fyp, pretty huge coincidence, from that day on, so many other edits showed up in my fyp, until they just flooded it with incel memes, bp edits, and "it's over" slop. Then came the forums, the places where atleast i knew ppl would be honest instead of being nice, then the obsession with looking as good as i could, trying to fix every little flaw or assymetry I could find on my face, suddenly things that I couldn't even notice before, became the daily reason I never felt handsome. But at the end of the day I just hope this all ends soon, and I can just ldar knowing I finally ascended.

Dnr but most people especially in puberty care abt looks and status its normal

 

[Cela]

Need a subway surfers gameplay on the side?

Yep

 

[incomplete]

Need a subway surfers gameplay on the side? Dopamine slop lowk frying ur brain, but here's the Tldr: I thought a girl liked me but I was played, and now I hate how I look

dnr again but condolences

 

[moonx]

Tldr but its normal dude