why can't i be normal?

[Manu le coq]

i wish i was like everyone else,


I cope by telling myself that i"m a lone wolf, and I don't want any of this anywabut deep down i know that i crave it. I wish i had friends, i wish i had people who cared abt me and loved me. but it's too late for me, all these years spent alone, and my complicated childhood and lonely teens have permanently changed my mind. I've missed on so much, it makes me want to cry sometimes, people like me can't change, It's over.

 

[Manu le coq]

THIS IS me, but my mom did'nt even bother to come for my birthday

i spent it alone as usual