Why do I always do this to myself?

[mojopin]

I'm currently sat at around 50% attendance, and it's not because I get sick all the time, but because I'm so fucking slow at doing my school work.
Last month I had to bunked a week and a half off school to get coursework done and then teachers came to my house and now they think I'm severely depressed and just don't want to go to school.
In reality, it's because I sit there and do fuck all. Not because I'm lazy, but because I have to get every sentence perfect even if it takes hours, like a good little tortured artist.
I'll then get in a flow state of watching historical documentaries just to feel productive whilst my work sits there.
Or I go to sleep with a ton of homework and tell myself this is a problem for future me.
Is this some inner autism or self-hate? Idk but I'm curious to see if anyone else is like this.

 

[future chadlite]

I'm in 3rd Year University Computer science with 25% attendance in 2nd year and probably less in first year, now I've only been to Uni for 2 weeks this year

 

[Nibba]

Run tortured artist game boyo

 

[extreme-overthinker]

Or I go to sleep with a ton of homework and tell myself this is a problem for future me.

that's what I used to do in school minus the autism part

 

[Nibba]

that's what I used to do in school minus the autism part

I think you mean + the autism part

 

[Never_Began]

I'm in 3rd Year University Computer science with 25% attendance in 2nd year and probably less in first year, now I've only been to Uni for 2 weeks this year

Goddamn that's an auto fail in most classes at my uni

 

[mojopin]

I'm in 3rd Year University Computer science with 25% attendance in 2nd year and probably less in first year, now I've only been to Uni for 2 weeks this year

Stay strong

 

[extreme-overthinker]

I think you mean + the autism part

I'M JUST ECCENTRIC NOT AUTISTIC REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

(never been diagnosed)

 

[mojopin]

Run tortured artist game boyo

Planning on returning to school and saying I’ve been recovering from cancer. Bit much or nah?

 

[Nibba]

Planning on returning to school and saying I’ve been recovering from cancer. Bit much or nah?

Say something less than cancer but still srs. Maybe like a drug induced coma

 

[mojopin]

Say something less than cancer but still srs. Maybe like a drug induced coma

What a splendid idea. Although won’t they be suspicious that I sporadically go into a weeklong coma anytime a serious essay comes up?

(never been diagnosed)

...

 

[Nibba]

What a splendid idea. Although won’t they be suspicious that I sporadically go into a weeklong coma anytime a serious essay comes up?

...

If it's a recurring thing don't go with a coma. Just say ur in rehab for drug problem

 

[Deleted member 466]

Say u died

 

[mojopin]

If it's a recurring thing don't go with a coma. Just say ur in rehab for drug problem

Perfect. That way the babes will know I’m a broken soul just trying to get better and come to my aid. I might even get a pity fuck if I play my cards right

Say u died

I don’t know why but I don’t think this would work

 

[extreme-overthinker]

Perfect. That way the babes will know I’m a broken soul just trying to get better and come to my aid. I might even get a pity fuck if I play my cards right

cope level