Why do I always obsess over things

[Saint]

I know so many things but not a master at anything. I loved chess, studied it a lot and would usually practice is 10 hours a day. When I tell you I would genuinely dream about chess patterns and the game I played and how I would have made a different move, it was fucked. I was 1982 elo but couldn’t get higher and then I quit for no reason, just because. League of legends was a game I played for 7 years of my life, would study the game mechanics and spend time playing it and then I quit for no reason, then moved on to another thing. There are so many things that I spend and dedicate so much time to that I just quit for no reason. I don’t know why but i literally hyper focus on so many topics and niche things for no reason. wtf is this genuinely curious

 

[ikramy]

I thought you were good at things that mattered nigga

 

[Saint]

I thought you were good at things that mattered nigga

for school, I would be very good in the lessons and learning would be easy. But I would never revise the content and would just do nothing to do with the subject when I get home. I would get average grades tho

 

[ikramy]

for school, I would be very good in the lessons and learning would be easy. But I would never revise the content and would just do nothing to do with the subject when I get home. I would get average grades tho

Then you’re just wasting your potential

 

[Mess]

I saw chess and League of Legends... I'm guessing autism.

 

[Saint]

Then you’re just wasting your potential

I’m in uni now and i did realise that I was wasting my potential especially during the school days. So I am deciding to actually do some revision and hopefully will ace the exams

 

[Saint]

I saw chess and League of Legends... I'm guessing autism.

I haven’t been diagnosed at all, but I am low inhib as fuck. All my friends know I don’t give a fuck what i say and i always speak my mind no matter the situation. From what I’ve seen the people with autism are high inhib

 

[ikramy]

I’m in uni now and i did realise that I was wasting my potential especially during the school days. So I am deciding to actually do some revision and hopefully will ace the exams

You gotta force yourself to do whatever you have to do no matter what you feel you’ll get used to it with time and it will be your default you just have to start forcing yourself I was there too once

 

[Saint]

You gotta force yourself to do whatever you have to do no matter what you feel you’ll get used to it with time and it will be your default you just have to start forcing yourself I was there too once

Thanks for the advice bro

 

[Swarthy Knight]

Do u have OCD

 

[Saint]

Do u have OCD

Nah I wouldn’t say I do

 

[aklifaal]

check your autism boyo !

 

[ikramy]

Thanks for the advice bro

Dw about it man if you need anything pm

 

[EmperorVon]

I’m the opposite I don’t care about anything that much