Why do I even live

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I have no purpose

I’m ass at the game I make things worse for everyone around me and I am a useless sack of shit. I wanted everyone to forget about me, but they didn’t and instead were gossiping about me. What if they were making fun of me behind my back? How many others also know about me and were doing the same?

People only fucking care when it’s in their face and they’re morally obliged to do so. If they have the ability to turn the blind eye they’ll do so without a second thought. People loathe having to carry an emotional burden. That’s why in reality, I’m better off dead. I don’t provide anything to anyone. I am completely useless. If I ever did something like taking my own life (which I wouldn’t) I guarantee you people will be talking about me and how “mental health matters”. But it won’t be about me, about my death, they’ll just be using it to make themselves look better and just like everyone else who dies a shameful death, I’ll be forgotten too. Although I can’t be too mad, It is only human nature.

You know, whenever I make these kinds of posts, I don’t know what I expect. I don’t really care if people respond or make fun of me because I don’t know anybody here and they can’t really interfere with my life in anyway, good or bad. It just feels nice being able to look back on what I wrote when I was feeling a certain way. I wish I was someone different, maybe I’ll start finding cooler ways to express myself other than these paragraphs nobody will read.

Forums are nice.
 
u live to procreate. How did u not figure it out. If u cant procreate u end up here asking why do u live
 
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I have no purpose

I’m ass at the game I make things worse for everyone around me and I am a useless sack of shit. I wanted everyone to forget about me, but they didn’t and instead were gossiping about me. What if they were making fun of me behind my back? How many others also know about me and were doing the same?

People only fucking care when it’s in their face and they’re morally obliged to do so. If they have the ability to turn the blind eye they’ll do so without a second thought. People loathe having to carry an emotional burden. That’s why in reality, I’m better off dead. I don’t provide anything to anyone. I am completely useless. If I ever did something like taking my own life (which I wouldn’t) I guarantee you people will be talking about me and how “mental health matters”. But it won’t be about me, about my death, they’ll just be using it to make themselves look better and just like everyone else who dies a shameful death, I’ll be forgotten too. Although I can’t be too mad, It is only human nature.

You know, whenever I make these kinds of posts, I don’t know what I expect. I don’t really care if people respond or make fun of me because I don’t know anybody here and they can’t really interfere with my life in anyway, good or bad. It just feels nice being able to look back on what I wrote when I was feeling a certain way. I wish I was someone different, maybe I’ll start finding cooler ways to express myself other than these paragraphs nobody will read.

Forums are nice.
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that shit is brutal man

imma kill my hb for you
 
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u live to procreate. How did u not figure it out. If u cant procreate u end up here asking why do u live
i am not a barbarian i must assimilate myself into the customs of the modern world
 
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i am not a barbarian i must assimilate myself into the customs of the modern world
u still live to precreate and multiply nigga tf u talking about. If u cant acomplish or have the option in the future to do so, there is nothing to live for really
 
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u still live to precreate and multiply nigga tf u talking about. If u cant acomplish or have the option in the future to do so, there is nothing to live for really
with the way you kept talking about procreation i genuinely thought you were a rape guy

i get you now though
 
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