Why do I feel bipolar

[hardyy.]

For a few days at a time, I feel on top of the fucking world. Borderline narcissistic. When someone tries to speak to me during this period, I can’t help but think: “Why is this inferior normie speaking to me?” As if I am a genetic gift from god. I also usually have a lot easier of a time speaking to the opposite gender during these ‘good’ days.

On the other hand, I go through days, even weeks, where I am so entirely consumed by insecurity whereas I feel that I cannot be seen outside of my house. As if it should be illegal for someone as subhuman as me to be seen in public.

At first I thought it was just mood swings, but after further thought I realise these ‘moods’ are far too contrasting to be as simple as that. Could I potentially suffer from bipolar disorder?

Does anyone else share this feeling?

 

[Deroga]

Low t

 

[Whatsamaxilla__]

For a few days at a time, I feel on top of the fucking world. Borderline narcissistic. When someone tries to speak to me during this period, I can’t help but think: “Why is this inferior normie speaking to me?” As if I am a genetic gift from god. I also usually have a lot easier of a time speaking to the opposite gender during these ‘good’ days.

On the other hand, I go through days, even weeks, where I am so entirely consumed by insecurity whereas I feel that I cannot be seen outside of my house. As if it should be illegal for someone as subhuman as me to be seen in public.

At first I thought it was just mood swings, but after further thought I realise these ‘moods’ are far too contrasting to be as simple as that. Could I potentially suffer from bipolar disorder?

Does anyone else share this feeling?

yes.
I also feel depressed about my looks and cant wait to get my surgery then a few hours later im considering cancelling
I wouldnt cancel though

 

[Whatsamaxilla__]

Low t

cant wait to go on then.

 

[hardyy.]

yes.
I also feel depressed about my looks and cant wait to get my surgery then a few hours later im considering cancelling

Same with me.

 

[hardyy.]

Low t

Maybe. I always thought I was pretty high test though, I experience muscular hypertrophy really easily and I have a lot of body hair, high sex drive etc. idk you could be right and I’m just coping

 

[Deroga]

Maybe. I always thought I was pretty high test though, I experience muscular hypertrophy really easily and I have a lot of body hair, high sex drive etc. idk you could be right and I’m just coping

Nah idk i was half joking. Tbh i feel the same way i think we all do its because we are also emotional creatures. I find social media amplifies this in me more tho, when im on social media more my emotions tend to sway much more

 

[hardyy.]

I find social media amplifies this in me more tho, when im on social media more my emotions tend to sway much more

Very true brother

 

[zennois]

yes.
I also feel depressed about my looks and cant wait to get my surgery then a few hours later im considering cancelling
I wouldnt cancel though

could also be AuDHD

 

[Whatsamaxilla__]

could also be AuDHD

yeah im pretty sure i have it lol