Why do I get butterflies whenever someone mentions columbine or seung hui Cho?

[Vermilioncore]

At my old job they did training about shootings and briefly talked about columbine and Virginia tech and I sat up in my chair and my eyes lit up like this
Why? I don’t wanna be like them…

 

[HeightPilledum]

Probably because you know more about them than the average person because you read about them
Kind of like some anime fan hearing normies talk about anime

 

[Alt Number 3]

it’s like when someone brings up a past love interest.

 

[The Grinch]

Why wouldn’t you?