Why do I get so emotional when I listen to Hitler?

[Deleted member 5815]

My life hasn't been great overall and I've been suffering with a lot of addictions like porn, drugs and smoking and low self esteem.

But when I listen to Hitler I get really emotional and can't watch a single speech of him without shedding a tear or more. When he speaks, he touches my heart somehow and gives me hope.

He went through absolute hell. He lost his parents at a young age, he got rejected from his job and he even ended up homeless in Vienna. After that he fought in WW1 and witnessed the defeat of Germany and the rise of Weimar.

But somehow he never gave up, never got into addictions like me (He did semen retention for 20 years!) even though he had a much harder life compared to me - He always had hope and faith.

I might be a schizo or mentally ill but why do I get goosebumps everywhere and get so emotional when listening to Hitler?

 

[Deleted member 30884]

My life hasn't been great overall and I've been suffering with a lot of addictions like BBC porn, drugs and smoking and low self esteem.

But when I listen to Hitler I get really emotional and can't watch a single speech of him without shedding a tear or more. When he speaks, he touches my heart somehow and gives me hope.

He went through absolute hell. He lost his parents at a young age, he got rejected from his job and he even ended up homeless in Vienna. After that he fought in WW1 and witnessed the defeat of Germany and the rise of Weimar.

But somehow he never gave up, never got into addictions like me (He did semen retention for 20 years!) even though he had a much harder life compared to me - He always had hope and faith.

I might be a schizo or mentally ill but why do I get goosebumps everywhere and get so emotional when listening to Hitler?

- Self hate
- nazi
Pick one

 

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[Deleted member 5815]

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damn where are you from? soon we will be free

 

[Deleted member 17735]

Bruh he was on the biggest cocktail of drugs by his jew doctor which eventually deteriorated his health that it was over for him

 

[Deleted member 5815]

Bruh he was on the biggest cocktail of drugs by his jew doctor which eventually deteriorated his health that it was over for him

I don't buy it he might have used meth to have an advantage or hype himself up before speeches but it isn't an addictive drug you can quit whenever you want

 

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Cannot watch Video in Germany

 

[Deleted member 17735]

I don't buy it he might have used meth to have an advantage or hype himself up before speeches but it isn't an addictive drug you can quit whenever you want

He abused cocaine and opiates. Many of the high ranking leaders witnesses this deterioration in the end and wanted to overthrow him because he wasn’t making rational decisions, e.g. the ardennes in 44-45