Why do i hate sleeping so much? Haven't slept in exactly 48 hours as of right now

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Its Friday 3am now, last time i feel asleep was Wednesday 3am. Legit on no stimulants or anything, why do i hate sleeping so much? I hate the idea of putting my phone down and being in the darkness with my eyes closed. Sleeping is just booring, like you wait it a pitch black void (yeah i know time goes way quicker but still) to emerge the next day.

Also between I've started having my first non placebo hallucinations, i thought people were joking when they said about this phenomenon. Basically everytime i move my eyes on my sides, its like there is this plasma electricity going through, or when looking at darker light stuff, i start to imagine stuff. Visuals are extremely similar to LSD suprised tbh.

Is it worth it to sleep now if i made it this far or should i continue the experiment? Will report everyday. Heard that on day 3 you start having loss of tactile perception, like not recognizing your own arms jfl
 
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my longest insomnia run made the skin on my arms start dying, i had a bunch of skin flakes everywhere. its very uhealthy, but u might aswell try to continue it for experimenting
 
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my longest insomnia run made the skin on my arms start dying, i had a bunch of skin flakes everywhere. its very uhealthy, but u might aswell try to continue it for experimenting
Tbh
 
longest i ever stayed awake was about 32 hours when i had to fly back home. I felt like passing out and the immigration officer said i look like a zombie jfl
 
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longest i ever stayed awake was about 32 hours when i had to fly back home. I felt like passing out and the immigration officer said i look like a zombie jfl
At 48 hours you start to hallucinate, it was super surreal for me cause i thought it was a meme. Also you don't feel so sleepy anymore after 48 hours, you just feel more crazy then
 
Because your days are unfulfilling
 
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Because your days are unfulfilling
You mean like the next day is not meaningful so i have no purpose to like going to sleep? True but isn't that given for shitton of people tbh
 
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You mean like the next day is not meaningful so i have no purpose to like going to sleep? True but isn't that given for shitton of people tbh
I believe fomo is also playing a part, u dont sleep bc u think might miss something fun
 
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tbh desu, im a neet rn and i haven't had a good long sleep in like a month even tho i do nothing all day
Go for walks whilst the sun is out. Watch the sunset. Do a task outside like goin shop.

How tf are u a neet tho? How old r u?
 
You mean like the next day is not meaningful so i have no purpose to like going to sleep? True but isn't that given for shitton of people tbh
No I mean the day you had before you sleep was unfulfilled so you don't feel tired u subconsciously still want somethin to happen so u still up. Like if u have no social life
 
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I believe fomo is also playing a part, u dont sleep bc u think might miss something fun
Yes true, i spent 3 hours on this playlists yesterday until 6am jfl schizo tier inceldry
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i think u said u were hyperthyroid earlier in a thread if i remember correctly
 
I love staying up at night and hate going to bed and often procrastinate it but when I sleep I hate getting up. I often have insomnia as well where I can’t sleep. Not getting sleep looksmin me severely too
 
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I love staying up at night and hate going to bed and often procrastinate it but when I sleep I hate getting up. I often have insomnia as well where I can’t sleep. Not getting sleep looksmin me severely too
Jfl i know you have adhd and aspergers, im also diagnosed for adhd but not aspergers, but i have some suspicious i have aspergers as well like you, like i randomly discussed anthropology with a instagram friend last night for 2 hours from 3-5am while my girlfriend was sleeping like an absolute aspie, over
 
Its Friday 3am now, last time i feel asleep was Wednesday 3am. Legit on no stimulants or anything, why do i hate sleeping so much? I hate the idea of putting my phone down and being in the darkness with my eyes closed. Sleeping is just booring, like you wait it a pitch black void (yeah i know time goes way quicker but still) to emerge the next day.

Also between I've started having my first non placebo hallucinations, i thought people were joking when they said about this phenomenon. Basically everytime i move my eyes on my sides, its like there is this plasma electricity going through, or when looking at darker light stuff, i start to imagine stuff. Visuals are extremely similar to LSD suprised tbh.

Is it worth it to sleep now if i made it this far or should i continue the experiment? Will report everyday. Heard that on day 3 you start having loss of tactile perception, like not recognizing your own arms jfl

I'm about day 3 its horrible. I keep mishearing things and hearing voices. Its not what I imagined it to be like I will just hear my name called but no one called my name. Or I will hear voices of people I know. So far its just auditory in general pretty terrible though

I no longer trust what I hear which is hard I'm going to call in sick tomorrow I hope I sleep tonight or tomorrow.
 
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Its Friday 3am now, last time i feel asleep was Wednesday 3am. Legit on no stimulants or anything, why do i hate sleeping so much? I hate the idea of putting my phone down and being in the darkness with my eyes closed. Sleeping is just booring, like you wait it a pitch black void (yeah i know time goes way quicker but still) to emerge the next day.

Also between I've started having my first non placebo hallucinations, i thought people were joking when they said about this phenomenon. Basically everytime i move my eyes on my sides, its like there is this plasma electricity going through, or when looking at darker light stuff, i start to imagine stuff. Visuals are extremely similar to LSD suprised tbh.

Is it worth it to sleep now if i made it this far or should i continue the experiment? Will report everyday. Heard that on day 3 you start having loss of tactile perception, like not recognizing your own arms jfl
How the fuck do you do 48 hours no stimulants. Are you on no fap , and if so how many days. I want to sleep all day, so mirin your energy.
 
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How the fuck do you do 48 hours no stimulants. Are you on no fap , and if so how many days. I want to sleep all day, so mirin your energy.
Because the first 30 hours are super hard, if yoy manage to not sleep the SECOND NIGHT then your body stops being tired and you unironically start feeling a natural kind of stimulation followed by hallucinations
 
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I'm about day 3 its horrible. I keep mishearing things and hearing voices. Its not what I imagined it to be like I will just hear my name called but no one called my name. Or I will hear voices of people I know. So far its just auditory in general pretty terrible though

I no longer trust what I hear which is hard I'm going to call in sick tomorrow I hope I sleep tonight or tomorrow.
I had vissual ones by day 2 jfl, like tracers when moving my hand
 
Sleep deprivation cures my depression.

A few years ago I skipped sleep every other day, only sleeping 8 hours every 48 hours basically. And it made me have a much better mood and have more energy overall.

The brain is weird. Maybe you have something similar.
 
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Sleep deprivation cures my depression.

A few years ago I skipped sleep every other day, only sleeping 8 hours every 48 hours basically. And it made me have a much better mood and have more energy overall.

The brain is weird. Maybe you have something similar.
Indeed, i feel unironically shitty when i have to go to sleep early tbh. Idk how normies do it tbh, i need to take benzos or something to manage it tbh jfl
 
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Indeed, i feel unironically shitty when i have to go to sleep early tbh. Idk how normies do it tbh, i need to take benzos or something to manage it tbh jfl
only exception I have found to this is when I am spooning/cuddling a girl I can sleep more easily.

unironically inceldom keeping me from living a healthy normal life
 
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only exception I have found to this is when I am spooning/cuddling a girl I can sleep more easily.

unironically inceldom keeping me from living a healthy normal life
Fuark this is extremely true holy shit :dafuckfeels:
Like when i have sex with my girlfriend and then we lay in bed cuddling i legit go to sleep at 10 minutes max, and it feels good doing it.

I mean this is literally a "water is wet" evolutionary speaking. When you hit puberty (15+) sleeping is supposed to be done with a girl, like naturally we are supposed to have sex during night hours and then spoon and go to sleep like that.

And btw the reason for this is a hormone called oxytocin, it gets released alot after sex and then cuddling with a girl, its what gives the drug like relaxed feeling of yawning, it is meant to make the male go to sleep after the cooms
 
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Fuark this is extremely true holy shit :dafuckfeels:
Like when i have sex with my girlfriend and then we lay in bed cuddling i legit go to sleep at 10 minutes max, and it feels good doing it.

I mean this is literally a "water is wet" evolutionary speaking. When you hit puberty (15+) sleeping is supposed to be done with a girl, like naturally we are supposed to have sex during night hours and then spoon and go to sleep like that.

And btw the reason for this is a hormone called oxytocin, it gets released alot after sex and then cuddling with a girl, its what gives the drug like relaxed feeling of yawning, it is meant to make the male go to sleep after the cooms
Yup, same shit for me. You have sex and then you fall asleep immediately after.

I tend to hug myself strongly nowadays when I sleep, like a mummy with my arms crossed over my own chest. But ideally I need to get out there and compete in the rat race again to convince women to sleep with me jfl.
 
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Its Friday 3am now, last time i feel asleep was Wednesday 3am. Legit on no stimulants or anything, why do i hate sleeping so much? I hate the idea of putting my phone down and being in the darkness with my eyes closed. Sleeping is just booring, like you wait it a pitch black void (yeah i know time goes way quicker but still) to emerge the next day.

Also between I've started having my first non placebo hallucinations, i thought people were joking when they said about this phenomenon. Basically everytime i move my eyes on my sides, its like there is this plasma electricity going through, or when looking at darker light stuff, i start to imagine stuff. Visuals are extremely similar to LSD suprised tbh.

Is it worth it to sleep now if i made it this far or should i continue the experiment? Will report everyday. Heard that on day 3 you start having loss of tactile perception, like not recognizing your own arms jfl
Cuz u don't have a job
 
Fuark this is extremely true holy shit :dafuckfeels:
Like when i have sex with my girlfriend and then we lay in bed cuddling i legit go to sleep at 10 minutes max, and it feels good doing it.

I mean this is literally a "water is wet" evolutionary speaking. When you hit puberty (15+) sleeping is supposed to be done with a girl, like naturally we are supposed to have sex during night hours and then spoon and go to sleep like that.

And btw the reason for this is a hormone called oxytocin, it gets released alot after sex and then cuddling with a girl, its what gives the drug like relaxed feeling of yawning, it is meant to make the male go to sleep after the cooms
Interesting, I had the opposite experience. Had extreme difficulty sleeping with a girl who had her arms on me. She was nude. But even when he had her clothes back on it was hard to sleep . I'm a very light sleeper. Only can sleep with white noise, black out curtains, and preferably taking magnesium+zinc as the stress tension headaches are common for me and those supplements solve it.
 
Sleeping is the ultimate cope for me
 

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