Why do I still have a ego somehow?

[lurking truecel]

I still believe that I have a chance to get good looking foids and that I might be able to ascend even tho I fucking know and can reason my way thru to why it will never happen. Just shows how strong our own egos are, they want you delusional and hopeful. Fucking disgusting really, anyone else have the same problem ? Sometimes you get deluded into fantasies ?

 

[Lonenely sigma]

I am in the same boat man.

Whenever I interact with a cute girl in my uni or hell, even just lock eyes with one, I subconsciously feel hope and happiness.

Idk why really. I am aware it won't go anywhere, but ig I am still coping inside. I have no idea how to destroy that inner cope

 

[lurking truecel]

I am in the same boat man.

Whenever I interact with a cute girl in my uni or hell, even just lock eyes with one, I subconsciously feel hope and happiness.

Idk why really. I am aware it won't go anywhere, but ig I am still coping inside. I have no idea how to destroy that inner cope

Yes I don't know if it's even possible. It's nature playing a trick on us, and I fucking hate it

 

[Deleted member 55437]

ok chad

 

[Lonenely sigma]

Yes I don't know if it's even possible. It's nature playing a trick on us, and I fucking hate it

Yeah you probably can't get rid of that inner part, but what you can do is just not get in the position where that inner part can be activated in the first place.

I try to go to my uni as rarely as possible, I rarely stay there with any of my friends, I don't go when they invite me but rather just go straight home.

People stopped inviting me anywhere, but in the sense of trying to not get hurt by false hope, this is actually a good thing

 

[我需要阴部]

I am in the same boat man.

Whenever I interact with a cute girl in my uni or hell, even just lock eyes with one, I subconsciously feel hope and happiness.

Idk why really. I am aware it won't go anywhere, but ig I am still coping inside. I have no idea how to destroy that inner cope

Same but deep down I know 99% I'm over thinking

 

[lurking truecel]

Yeah you probably can't get rid of that inner part, but what you can do is just not get in the position where that inner part can be activated in the first place.

I try to go to my uni as rarely as possible, I rarely stay there with any of my friends, I don't go when they invite me but rather just go straight home.

People stopped inviting me anywhere, but in the sense of trying to not get hurt by false hope, this is actually a good thing

Yes very true, not worth even giving the delusion a chance to activate. I am at home most of the days and when I go outside esp to uni I get extremly jealous, delusional, sad and anxious

 

[我需要阴部]

Best advice is to stay delusional keep it in your mind she likes you but don't pursue it keeps you happy for a bit fantasing maybe someone does like me just don't try to pursue not even friends

 

[lurking truecel]

Best advice is to stay delusional keep it in your mind she likes you but don't pursue it keeps you happy for a bit fantasing maybe someone does like me just don't try to pursue not even friends

Yes probably somewhat the healthiest advice, delusion can be kinda good sometimes. It was actually my cope for many years was to just hide and dream, worst misstake i did was to try to figure out the truth.

 

[我需要阴部]

Yes probably somewhat the healthiest advice, delusion can be kinda good sometimes. It was actually my cope for any years was to just hide and dream, worst misstanke i did was to try to figure out the truth.

Yeah wish I still lived an delulu world oh hardwork and being nice is the key to success wish I still believed in that