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Godmaxxin
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I have been thinking about this and for my whole life most people were just disliking me since I was a kid for no apparent reason, let me give you few examples.
As a kid had a group of friends and we started to hang out with other group of kids, they hanged out and liked everyone besides me, so yeah after some time nobody hanged out with me anymore, not even my group of "friends"
Let's go to high school, teachers for some random reason always picked on me, got in problems with certain teachers and so on.
Then for example I get employeed in a store, bosses forcing only me to work harder and shit talking to me every day that I'm not doing my job right and blaming me for things I didn't do lmao, even though I was doing my job better than most workers there, so I get in argument with them there and quit the job.
And this last example that happened to me recently was crossing the border with a bus and out of like 20 passengers in the bus, cop comes to me and checks only my bag lol..
Yeah I used to be shy till high school, but I wasn't any much different or weirder than others.
I was thinking and do you think that it maybe could it be that people dislike me on subconcious level because I'm actually bit exotic looking for the place I live in?
As a kid had a group of friends and we started to hang out with other group of kids, they hanged out and liked everyone besides me, so yeah after some time nobody hanged out with me anymore, not even my group of "friends"
Let's go to high school, teachers for some random reason always picked on me, got in problems with certain teachers and so on.
Then for example I get employeed in a store, bosses forcing only me to work harder and shit talking to me every day that I'm not doing my job right and blaming me for things I didn't do lmao, even though I was doing my job better than most workers there, so I get in argument with them there and quit the job.
And this last example that happened to me recently was crossing the border with a bus and out of like 20 passengers in the bus, cop comes to me and checks only my bag lol..
Yeah I used to be shy till high school, but I wasn't any much different or weirder than others.
I was thinking and do you think that it maybe could it be that people dislike me on subconcious level because I'm actually bit exotic looking for the place I live in?