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Like why do ppl assume that the clothes I wear is what I want to wear and not what I can only afford
Why do ppl assume me being monotone is just my normal voice and not that I'm depressed
Why do ppl assume I just have naturally bad socially skills and it's not that I'm a socially isolated abused dog
Like why do ppl think this is the person I am. Or is it the person I am cuz I was destined to be this way based on how ppl treat me for my looks even though if ppl would ignore my looks and treat me like a human being like everyone else I would be like everyone else
Why have ppl decided that I am a villain? Like when I was on da plane and I couldn't move out of the way for this family who was squashed because a row of Somalians deliberately sped up to stop me from being able to go through the aisle to the row of seats infront (which i couldnt go into originally because these randoms decided to sit there even though it wasnt their seat) and then the women of the family says "we're just waiting for THAT man" as if its my fault and im the villain and then me reacting to her in the way that anyone rightly would reaffirms her belief that for no reason im a villain and against her when i actually had empathy for her.
But it's completely irrelevant because I'm ugly. I'm ugly therefore literally fucking nothing matters other than the fact that I'm ugly.
It doesn't matter how much good I do nor how much bad I do I'm just ugly so everything I do is ugly.
If I do well in school I'm not intelligent, I'm a nerd. If I do bad in school I'm not depressed, or stupid I'm lazy and retarded. If you do well you aren't praised and if you do bad you aren't given help. It's like you don't exist because you aren't supposed to exist.
Everything is wrong when you're an ugly man. Everyone hates you and wants you dead and will torture you as much as they can get away with. Every antagonizing situation you face as an ugly man is attempted murder.
Why do ppl assume me being monotone is just my normal voice and not that I'm depressed
Why do ppl assume I just have naturally bad socially skills and it's not that I'm a socially isolated abused dog
Like why do ppl think this is the person I am. Or is it the person I am cuz I was destined to be this way based on how ppl treat me for my looks even though if ppl would ignore my looks and treat me like a human being like everyone else I would be like everyone else
Why have ppl decided that I am a villain? Like when I was on da plane and I couldn't move out of the way for this family who was squashed because a row of Somalians deliberately sped up to stop me from being able to go through the aisle to the row of seats infront (which i couldnt go into originally because these randoms decided to sit there even though it wasnt their seat) and then the women of the family says "we're just waiting for THAT man" as if its my fault and im the villain and then me reacting to her in the way that anyone rightly would reaffirms her belief that for no reason im a villain and against her when i actually had empathy for her.
But it's completely irrelevant because I'm ugly. I'm ugly therefore literally fucking nothing matters other than the fact that I'm ugly.
It doesn't matter how much good I do nor how much bad I do I'm just ugly so everything I do is ugly.
If I do well in school I'm not intelligent, I'm a nerd. If I do bad in school I'm not depressed, or stupid I'm lazy and retarded. If you do well you aren't praised and if you do bad you aren't given help. It's like you don't exist because you aren't supposed to exist.
Everything is wrong when you're an ugly man. Everyone hates you and wants you dead and will torture you as much as they can get away with. Every antagonizing situation you face as an ugly man is attempted murder.