Why do you feel good abusing someone even though you know they love you?

[RAITEIII]

I guess the answer is that maybe they failed you somehow normally. I enjoy abusing my Mom. I am becoming very mean with everything I say and she has no choice other than listen. But im not sure if really hits hear because shes a shameless whore but everytime she does something against my wellbeing I have no choice other than punishing. I dont hit her but I say mean stuff and I wish she cried but she doesnt really care that much. I only have seen her crying when an oldcel thyrone dumped her for playing the victim card and narc too much. So she knew she wasnt getting fucked anymore this is the only thing that messes up her neurotransmitters.

 

[RAITEIII]

I think abusing someone is some sort of hurt and that you really had high expectations from that person. And the more the abuse. The more expectations you had and the more you were hurt

 

[RAITEIII]

I told her today if I will kill myself eventually and its all her fault for the live she gave me cuz she only cares about getting fucked. Shes depressed now about that thyrone she cant eat for 5 months

 

[RAITEIII]

And cried un front of me she told me that thyrone was her reserve card for happyness. Fucking whore

 

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