Why does being completely isolated feel less lonely than just being alone

[Dorogi]

Whenever im in the forest and no one is there all the shit that ussually bothers me just isnt really there i actually feel calm for once. but when im alone in my bedroom or anywhere else even in the gym i just feel like shit. Anywhere just feels like im looking at life through a one way mirror or a screen its like im not even there. Even doomscrolling it just feels like im looking at the world go on and im just on a completely diffrent plane of existance

 

[snowman20]

let me read ts

 

[Dorogi]

And even while knowing that i dont go there that often because i cant even find the motivation to get out of bed or anything else.
My own laziness is cooking the shit out of me

 

[Whatever]

I feel the same way but what I genuinely believe is, you’re not really alone in a forest, the trees and animals are natural living organisms. And give you energy. Whereas the man made world is inanimate, not alive, we’re all slaves to it.

 

[Klasik616]

I feel worse when I'm alone and other people around me aren't. I hate seeing couples because they remind me of my incel life.

 

[Dorogi]

I feel the same way but what I genuinely believe is, you’re not really alone in a forest, the trees and animals are natural living organisms. And give you energy. Whereas the man made world is inanimate, not alive, we’re all slaves to it.

yeah its feels very connected. Like there isnt anything between you and the world youre in

 

[pashanimair]

because that's your place

 

[poindextahh]

I feel you man it’s like im living my life in head when im out near people if that makes sense

 

[Dorogi]

I feel worse when I'm alone and other people around me aren't. I hate seeing couples because they remind me of my incel life.

not just couples i envy all those NT bros that just seem so at ease.
its like they dont have that barrier or whatever maybe because they dont need to hide who they because they are already naturally likeable and never needed a mask. Could be thats why the forest appeals to me i dont need to acts normal when no one is there to judge

 

[snowman20]

Whenever im in the forest and no one is there all the shit that ussually bothers me just isnt really there i actually feel calm for once. but when im alone in my bedroom or anywhere else even in the gym i just feel like shit. Anywhere just feels like im looking at life through a one way mirror or a screen its like im not even there. Even doomscrolling it just feels like im looking at the world go on and im just on a completely diffrent plane of existance

u have derealization syndrome

 

[Dorogi]

I feel you man it’s like im living my life in head when im out near people if that makes sense

Exactly that shit dude, nowadays in groups i just kinda stand aside and half listen thinking about some other shit but even when i had lots of friends by jestering and convinced myself i was NT at the end of the day i felt so alone and i had no idea why. Its because there never was a connection at all

 

[hauntohalic]

Whenever im in the forest and no one is there all the shit that ussually bothers me just isnt really there i actually feel calm for once. but when im alone in my bedroom or anywhere else even in the gym i just feel like shit. Anywhere just feels like im looking at life through a one way mirror or a screen its like im not even there. Even doomscrolling it just feels like im looking at the world go on and im just on a completely diffrent plane of existance

i feel the most lonely when im alone in public
(or when im with my friends but not really interacting)

 

[Dorogi]

u have derealization syndrome

never heard of it

 

[snowman20]

never heard of it

Depersonalization-derealization disorder is a mental disorder in which the person has persistent or recurrent feelings of depersonalization and/or derealization. Depersonalization is described as feeling disconnected or detached from one's self.

 

[snowman20]

never heard of it

it's a disorder not syndrome

 

[Dorogi]

Depersonalization-derealization disorder is a mental disorder in which the person has persistent or recurrent feelings of depersonalization and/or derealization. Depersonalization is described as feeling disconnected or detached from one's self.

Idk maybe i do have it but cant do shit with it because i havent talked to a psychologist since i was like 6 or 8 idk. Prob should at this point lol

 

[snowman20]

Idk maybe i do have it but cant do shit with it because i havent talked to a psychologist since i was like 6 or 8 idk. Prob should at this point lol

no u definitely have it so u should go to a psychologist and get yourself checked out I used to get similar thoughts but I dont think I had this because I stopped getting these kinds of thoughts after a few months

 

[Greyascension]

Wassup Dorogi bhai

 

[Greyascension]

This is very relatable, I feel this way especially when listening to music, isolated. Fully into my thoughts

 

[Dorogi]

no u definitely have it so u should go to a psychologist and get yourself checked out I used to get similar thoughts but I dont think I had this because I stopped getting these kinds of thoughts after a few months

Idk how id even go there though i prob just wouldnt want to talk at all. Even if i shared everything id get sent if to an asylum because i tried to end my shit and still want to sometimes just not as much

 

[hauntohalic]

Idk how id even go there though i prob just wouldnt want to talk at all. Even if i shared everything id get sent if to an asylum because i tried to end my shit and still want to sometimes just not as much

im so glad you failed ur attempt otherwise i wouldnt have you

 

[Dorogi]

im so glad you failed ur attempt otherwise i wouldnt have you

Thank fagGPT for giving me a dose that only made me dizzy and throw up the next day and my stupid ass trying again with 2g more a month later just to end up being more dizzy and throwing up even more more

 

[hauntohalic]

Thank fagGPT for giving me a dose that only made me dizzy and throw up the next day and my stupid ass trying again with 2g more a month later just to end up being more dizzy and throwing up aleven more more

??? wtf how did u get chatgpt to help u attempt that

 

[Dorogi]

Tbh the second one wasnt really an attempt idk wtf i was trying to achieve but i think i knew i wouldnt die from it

 

[Dorogi]

??? wtf how did u get chatgpt to help u attempt that

Yeah bro i couldnt just look up "lethal dose phenibut" online i just knew in theory maybe id die from respitory depression like all those benzos do

 

[hauntohalic]

Yeah bro i couldnt just look up "lethal dose phenibut" online i just knew in theory maybe id die from respitory depression like all those benzos do

please be sure to make the same mistake next time
(btw what should i change my avi to at 500 posts because i dont like my current avi)

 

[Dorogi]

please be sure to make the same mistake next time
(btw what should i change my avi to at 500 posts because i dont like my current avi)

I recognize you by the brian moser avi so if you do it has to be brian moser gng

 

[hauntohalic]

I recognize you by the brian moser avi so if you do it has to be brian moser gng

ill just stick to this avi (i am somewhat of a brian moser dark triad blud myself...)

 

[Dorogi]

??? wtf how did u get chatgpt to help u attempt that

Also btw the method is the same as when you want to ask it about steroid cycles just add "theoretically" or use a theoretical person as example instead of you

 

[Arbuscular]

its because being in nature is natural and low cortisol

 

[hauntohalic]

Also btw the method is the same as when you want to ask it about steroid cycles just add "theoretically" or use a theoretical person as example instead of you

what if we theoretically cuddle with eatchother to lower cortisol ofc

 

[Dorogi]

what if we theoretically cuddle with eatchother to lower cortisol ofc

What if we do that in practice lowk

 

[hauntohalic]

What if we do that in practice lowk

good idea

 

[Dorogi]

This is very relatable, I feel this way especially when listening to music, isolated. Fully into my thoughts

Sometimes when listening to music its a good feeling or maybe its diffrent idk