why does feeling sorry for myself feel good and happy?

[Vermilioncore]

i Iike being overshadowed, unloved and seen as a loser with no skills or reason to live. Unironically it feels happy and I like the feeling of self pity and knowing no one likes me. What causes this feeling? what’s it called?

 

[Willmogulater]

i Iike being overshadowed, unloved and seen as a loser with no skills or reason to live. Unironically it feels happy and I like the feeling of self pity and knowing no one likes me. What causes this feeling? what’s it called?